DAY : MONDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
NOW I JUST WISH YOU WERE HERE . . . BY MY SIDE . . . I KNOW YOU WERE BUSY
WITH ALL YOUR CLASSES , ASSIGNMENT , FRIENDS & FAMILY . . . I JUST WANT TO
LOOK AT YOU . . . I CAN'T DENY THAT I MISS YOU EVERYDAY . . . I CAN'T DENY
THAT I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY . . . I CANNOT KEEP PRETEND ANY MORE . . . I DID'NT
MEANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS THAT NIGHT . . . I JUST NEED MY SPACE
WHEN I FEEL ANGRY , UNCOMFORTABLE AND SAD . . . AT FIRST I DID'NT WANT TO
TELL YOU WHAT I FEEL . . . BUT I CAN'T STAND IT . . . I KNOW THAT ONE DAY
WE ARE GONNA STAY TOGETHER UNDER ONE ROOF , LIVE TOGETHER AND LOVE
EACH OTHER FOR ETERNITY . . . THEN I THOUGHT UNTIL WHEN SHOULD I
KEEP THIS FEELING TO MYSELF ? ? ? UNTIL WHEN SHOULD YOU LEARN ABOUT ME
IF I DON'T REVEAL MY TRUE SELF TO YOU ? ? ? I WANT YOU TO KNOW ABOUT ME . . .
SINCE THE DAY YOU CHOOSE TO SAVE OUR RELATIONSHIP WHEN
YOUR FATHER SAY TO LET ME GO , IM TOUCHED BY YOUR ACTION
SO I KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME . . . NO MATTER WHAT
HAPPENS IN THE FUTURE . . . I KNOW THAT WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
YOU'RE EVERYWHERE . . . WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST YOU BE
THERE FOR ME . . . YOU LISTEN TO EVERY WORDS I SAID . . .
YOU APPRECIATE ME WHEN NO BODY DOES . . . THE LOOK AT ME
WHEN NO BODY DOES . . . YOU LOOK AT MY SORROW WHEN
EVERYONE JUST SEE MY HAPPY FACE . . . YOU SEE THE REAL ME . . .
WHEN I KNOW YOU ARE BUSY WITH YOUR FAMILY
AND COLLAGE LIFE SOMETIMES I JUST WAIT THERE
AND MAKE MY SELF BUSY JUST TO FORGET YOU
FOR AWHILE . . . I GET SO WORRIED WHEN I HAVE
NOTHING TO DO . . . WHEN ALL I DO IS THINKING
ABOUT YOU . . . SO I MANAGE MY SELF . . . TELL MY
SELF THAT NOTHING IS WRONG AND EVERYTHING
IS FINE . . . WHEN YOU FINISH WITH YOUR CLASSES
YOU STRAIGHT AWAY CALL ME . . . I FEEL SO HAPPY
:))
I DON'T WANNA LEAVE YOU . . . I DON'T WANNA DO SOMETHING THAT
I'LL REGRET IN THE FUTURE . . . I DON'T WANNA JUST SIT THERE AND DO
NOTHING WHILE OUR RELATIONSHIP IS TEARING APART . . . IS FALLING
APART . . . BECAUSE I THOUGHT OF YOUR WORDS THAT YOU USED TO SAID TO
ME . . . " SAYANG TAK ADA SIAPA- SIAPA SELAIN BBY" . . . THEN I SIT ALONE
AND THINK THAT DID I HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF ME
AS GOOD AS YOU AFTER I LEAVE YOU ? ? ? WILL I MEET SOMEONE THAT IS
MORE ROMANTIC THEN YOU ? ? ? WILL I MEET SOMEONE THAT WILL
ACCEPT ME THE WAY I AM AS GOOD AS YOU ? ? ? THE MOST IMPORTANT IS
WILL I GET ANOTHER PERSON THAT UNDERSTAND
ME , SEES THE REAL ME AND APPRECIATE ME
LIKE YOU DO AFTER I LEAVE YOU ? ? ?
YA . . . I SAY NO . . . I WILL NOT FOUND ANOTHER ONE
LIKE YOU . . . I WILL APPRECIATE EVERY MEMORY
THAT WE MAKE TOGETHER . . . BAD OR GOOD . . .
NOTHING IS MATTER BECAUSE IM WITH YOU NOW . . .
YOU COMPLETES ME AND I COMPLETES YOU
SO THERE IS NO STUPID REASON TO LEAVE YOU . . .
I WILL BE SO SO STUPID IF I LEAVE THE PERSON
THAT LEAVE ME FOR MY HEART . . . NOT FOR MY
BODY . . . NOT FOR MY BEAUTY . . . NOT FOR MY
MY WEALTH . . .
SAYANG BBY X NAK JADI MCM
DONT LEAVE ME OK SAYANG :')
YA ALLAH . . . LET ME FEEL THE PRESENCE OF HIM WHEN I NEEDED HIM THE
MOST . . . LET ME SEE HIM WHEN I NEED TO SEE HIM . . . LET ME HAVE THE
COURAGE TO LOVE HIM UNTIL I DIE . . . LET ME TRUST HIM IN EVERYTHING HE
DO OUT OF MY SIGHT . . . LET MY HEART BE ONE WITH HIM . . . LET HIM BE THE
ONE FOR ME . . . LET HIM STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME ALL THE TIME . . . EASE MY
HEART WHEN HE DO ANY MISTAKES . . . EASE MY HEART WHEN I GET JEALOUS WITH
HIS FRIENDS AND FAMILY BECAUSE THEY CAN BE NEAR WITH HIM WHEN IM FAR
AWAY . . . PLEASE MAKE THE PEOPLE AROUND US (FRIENDS) RESPECT OUR
RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE THEY WILL MAKES ME TIRED AND SICK OF THEM WHILE YOU
SAID THAT WE MUST LOVE THE PEOPLE AROUND US . . . I WANT TO FIGHT FOR THIS
LOVE UNTIL THE END OF OUR LIVES . . .
:'')






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