WHAT I NEED !

DATE : 22 FEBRUARY 2012
TIME : 6.30 P.M
LOCATION : TAMAN PUTRA INDAH, SERDANG



TIME . . . TIME . . . TIME . . .

WHY ARE YOU SO EXPENSIVE ? ? ?

I NEED YOU TIME . . . MEMORY SEEMS TO FADE . . . FRIENDS BECOME MORE CLOSE

THAN YOU . . . LIFE BECOME MORE STRESS . . . DARK CIRCLE IS APPEARING . . .

I WISH I WERE AS BUSY AS YOU . . . I WISH I DON'T HAVE HEART . . . SO I WON'T

GET HURT . . . I WONT GET MAD . . . I WONT FEEL WORRY . . . I WONT FEEL LONELY . . .

WITHOUT YOU . . .

THE BAD EFFECT IS I WONT BE LOVING YOU . . . I WONT BE ATTRACTED TO YOU . . .

I WONT BE WITH YOU . . . I WONT CHOOSE YOU . . . AND YOU WOULD'NT BE

PART OF MY LIFE . . .

YOU KNOW WHAT ? ? ?

I THINK IT'S BETTER THAT WAY . . . BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER . . .

YOU KNOW YOU FEEL ANGRY WHEN SOMEONE LOOK AT ME . . .

YOU KNOW YOU FEEL SAD WHEN I GO OUT WITH OTHER PEOPLE . . .

BUT DO YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO STAY ? ? ?

YOU DID . . .

BUT IS THAT ENOUGH ? ? ?





I APPRECIATE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME . . . ALL THE GOLDEN TIME

THAT YOU SPEND FOR ME . . . I SEE THE EFFORT YOU'VE DONE TOUCHES MY HEART . . .

BUT DID IT ENOUGH ? ? ? I KNOW I CAN'T HAVE ALL THE THINGS I WANTED IN LIFE

SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD . . . BUT I AM TRYING TO ACCEPT MY FAITH BY KEEP

QUIET . . . BY SILENT MOMENT . . . TAKING MY DEEPEST BREATH . . .

IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH IN LIFE . . . BUT SAYANG I STILL MANAGE

TO LET YOU GO . . . BECAUSE ALLAH HAVE PLAN FOR ME . . . FOR YOU . . .

WE ARE NOT TIED TOGETHER YET . . . BUT MY FEELINGS BLINDED ME . . .

LOVING YOU BEFORE MARRIAGE IS THE HARDEST PART . . . PRETEND TO BE

A LEGAL COUPLE IS JUST A FAIRY TALE . . .





ENOUGH WITH THE FAIRY TALES ALREADY . . . I'M SINCERE IN MY OLDER

RELATIONSHIP . . . BUT THEY LEAVE ME FOR A BETTER PERSON . . . I DON'T

EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME WHAT I WANT . . . SUCH AS WEALTH . . . I EXPECT

YOU TO GIVE ME WHAT I NEED . . . THE THINGS THAT MY PAST PARTNER DID'NT

GIVE IS THAT . . .  TIME . . . THAT IS ALL I NEED . . .





I JUST HOPE YOU ARE ALL RIGHT . . . MY MISTAKE I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE WHEN

WE MEET . . . MY MISTAKE I CAN'T ACCEPT IF YOU DON'T DO THE THINGS I WANT . . .

MY MISTAKE I AM MAD IF YOU HAVE OTHER RESPONSIBILITY . . . BECAUSE I

HAVE HEART THAT IS VERY FRAGILE AND SENSITIVE . . . MAY BE THIS RELATIONSHIP

IS JUST A TEST FOR A BETTER PERSON NEXT TIME . . . WHO KNOWS . . .

GOD PLAN EVERYTHING PERFECTLY . . .

NO ONE CAN
BUT I WISH I CAN STOP IT WHEN IM WITH YOU

TIME does not have emotion.

He does not think and

he does not care.

I imagine TIME running

on the track field and

the whole world is chasing after him

yet he is ignorant!

He is the witness of history in making.

Regardless the mood of the events

he remains emotionless passing by.

He does not rest his gaze

upon the trivia around him.

He is such a heartless creature.

He is ageless

and he knows no sickness.

He has been running for …

God knows how long.

He has never stopped and

He needs no rest.

He does not recognize rest.

TIME does not have friend.

No one wants to be his friend

and he needs no friends.

He is a loner

A lone ranger

There are two things I learn from TIME

– PERSISTENCE AND PERSEVERANCE …

and if TIME has a human figure

who would you resemble TIME to?

ALONE

DATE : 5 FEBRUARY
DAY : SUNDAY
TIME : 6.31 P.M
LOCATION : ULU TIRAM, JOHOR



WE YOU EVEN HERE ? ? ? WERE YOU EVEN LISTENING ? ? ? HAVE YOU BEEN WONDERING

WHY I NEEDED A PET TO ALWAYS STAY BESIDE ME ? ? ? BECAUSE YOU NEVER DO . . .

BECAUSE YOU WERE SO BUSY WITH YOUR LIFE . . . BECAUSE I ALONE WERE NEVER

ENOUGH FOR YOU . . . YOU WERE STRESS LIVING INSIDE YOUR OWN HOUSE . . .

SO ARE YOU ARE YOU HAPPY NOW WITHOUT ME WHEN YOU WERE OUTSIDE WITH

YOUR FRIENDS ? ? ?



LOVING YOU IS THE PAINFUL THING I HAVE EVER FEEL . . . I MAKE YOU AS MY LIFE

THE THINGS THAT I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT . . . THE THING THAT MAKE ME STRONGER

. . .

THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPIER . . . THE THINGS THAT MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE . . .

BUT ARE YOU DOING THE SAME FOR ME ? ? ?

ARE YOU MAKING ME THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES YOU FEEL VISIBLE ? ? ?

IS MY MISTAKE FOR MAKING YOU THE ONLY ONE I HAVE EVER HAD . . . I SHOULD

HAVE MANY FRIENDS BESIDES YOU . . . JUST TO KEEP ME BUSY . . . THAT IS WHY

I CRIED SO HARD WHEN MY SUGAR GLIDER (BABY MICKEY) DIED . . . I FELT ALONE . . .

USELESS . . . INVISIBLE . . . FORGOTTEN . . .



HAVE YOU EVER APPRECIATE ME ? ? ? ARE YOU HERE ? ? ? ALL I HAVE HEAR FROM

YOU IS I'LL CALL YOU LATER . . . I'LL CALL YOU LATER . . .


I'LL CALL YOU LATER . . . 






WHEN IS GOING TO BE MY TURN TO TALK ? ? ? WHEN ALL YOU DO IS . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

SEE . . . I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU DO . . . WHO AM I NOW FOR YOU . . .

JUST AN ACCESSORY TO YOU ? ? ?




I JUST GOING TO CALM MY MIND . . . DO WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO . . .

I THINK I WILL SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU . . .

REST IN PEACE

baby mickey