X SIAPA YANG TAHU

DATE : 28 MEI 2012
DAY : MONDAY





PEDIH DI HATI TAK SIAPA YANG TAHU... AQ CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA UNTUK MENUTUP SEGALA KESAKITAN YANG BERLAKU...

SOMETIMES PEOPLE JUST TO STUPID TO UNDERSTAND YOUR HEART... KEEP IT SIMPLE JANGAN BAGI ORANG LAIN PEGANG HATI KITA KALAU KITA MEMANG BELUM NAK KAHWIN DENGAN DIA... SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST WORTHLESS...

MAAF?

DOES IT ENOUGH?

SAMA KE DENGAN KESAKITAN YANG KITA RASA ? HUH !

HOPE ALLAH TINGKAT KAN LAH KESABARAN AKU DALAM MENEMPUH SEGALA DUGAAN... AQ X DA HAK NAK BERKATA APA2... SEMUA KITA KENA BUAT SENDIRI.. JAGA HATI SENDIRI SEBAB TAK NAK DI SAKITI DENGAN TERUK... AKU AKAN KURANG KAN KASIH SAYANG AKU PADA DIA SEBAB HATI AKU SAKIT SANGAT BILA DIA BUSY...


HMMM.....

INI KAH BALASAN ATAS APA YANG TELAH AKU BUAT PADA MU YA ALLAH AKU REDHA....
SESUNGGUH NYA HATI KU DAN CINTA KU INI BUKAN UNTUK DI PERMAIN KAN... AKU HANYA NSAN BIASA BANYAK BUAT SALAH...
TENANG KAN LAH HATI HANBA MU YA ALLAH....


AKU HARUS KUAT UNTUK DI AKU SENDIRI SEBAB AKU TAHU HANYA AKU YANG MAMPU JAGA DIRI KU HATI KU DAN CINTA KU....


KALAU DI BUKAN UNTUK KU KAU AMBIL LAH DIA... TEMUKAN DENGAN JODOH NYA ... AKU MENDOA UNTUK YANG TERBAIK BUAT DIRI KU DAN DIRI NYA...



SINCERELY,
ANIS CHIA

HEAVEN TOUCHED

DATE : 13 MEI 2012
DAY : SUNDAY
TIME : 7 SHARP


I HAVE SACRIFICE SO MUCH FOR YOU... I EVEN LOVE YOU WHEN NO ONE AROUND

YOU... WHEN NO HEART CARES YOU... WHEN NO WEALTH AROUND YOU...

I AM NOT WEALTHY AS THE RICH MAN APPEARS TO BE... IM JUST AN AVERAGE ME...

I DID NOT HOPE ANYTHING IN RETURN BUT YOUR TIME...


ALTHOUGH I AM NOT BY YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU WERE BORN BUT I THINK

I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU... MAY BE NOT YOUR PAST BUT YOUR

PRESENT WITH ME... FORGIVE ME WHEN I'M SUDDENLY MOODY WHEN I AM

STILL TRAUMATIZED BY YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER SPEAKS... I DID NOT

WISH TO LET YOU GO UNLESS YOU LET ME GO...



HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE IS LIKE A HEAVEN ON EARTH... LIKE A RAINBOW AFTER

A STORMY RAIN... LIKE A LOVE WITH NO CONFLICT... AND LIKE A WIFE

LOVING HER HUSBAND ...


SO CRUEL WHEN SOMEONE IS TRYING TO SEPARATE A PURE LOVE... SO CRUEL

WHEN SOMEONE TRYING TO STOP US FROM LOVING EACH OTHER... WHAT

HAVE I DONE... I KNOW I AM NOT A GOOD MUSLIM... BUT CAN I CHANGE FROM

BAD TO GOOD ? ? ?

IS THAT ACCEPTABLE ???

WHAT IS MY PAST IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL . . .

WHAT IS MY PAST WAS NOT EVEN YOUR CONCERN . . .

WHY CAN'T YOU BE MATURED AND THINK LET BYGONE BE BYGONE ? ? ?

I LOVE YOUR SON MAY BE MORE THEN YOU DO . . .

I WILL TAKE WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO STAND UP FOR WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME . . .



I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON HAPPINESS . . .

I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON CARRIER . . .

I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON FUTURE . . .

BUT . . .

I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON HEART BROKEN . . .

I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON BAD MEMORIES . . .

AND I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON SADNESS . . .



SAYANG . . .

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN THE TIME YOU CALL ME TO DANCE WITH YOU ? ? ?

I NEVER HAD REALIZE THAT YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME UNTIL THIS DAY

HAVE COME . . .

THAT DAY I JUST KNEW YOU WERE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE . . .

BUT YOU HAVE A BIG COURAGE TO CHANGE MY THOUGHT OF YOU . . .

THAT IS WHY YOU WERE DIFFERENT THEN . . .

THERE NEVER BE ANOTHER LOVE FOR SURE . . .

STONE HEAVY LIKE THE LOVE YOU'VE SHOWED. . .

OUR LOVE IS LIKE A SOLID ROCK . . .

FOREVER WE WILL STAY . . .

UNTOUCHED AND UNBREAKABLE . . .

HARD TO BUILD AND LIKE A HEAVEN TOUCHED ...


HAPPY 6 MONTH ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY SYG ...

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL FUTURE . . .