JUST A BIT LONELY

DATE : 17 DECEMBER 2011
DAY : WEDNESDAY
TIME : 1:07 A.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD



        FEELING A BIT LONELY NOW . . . MANAGE MY SELF TO BECOME MORE 


UNDERSTANDING FOR THE ONE I LOVE . . . MAKE HE RELIEF KNOWING THAT IM FINE


EVEN IF HE IS BUSY ALL DAY . . . TRY TO RUN AWAY FROM HIS HEAD . . .


IM NOT GOING TO MAKE YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE I KNOW YOUR


WORK AND JOB NEED A FULL CONCENTRATION AND YOUR FOCUS . . .


IM JUST A DISTRACTION FOR YOU . . . IM JUST A BAD INFLUENCE TO YOUR MIND


AND IT WILL EFFECT YOUR CARRIER . . .




        HMMMMMMM (SIGH) . . . TRYING TO RUN AS FAR AS I COULD . . . AS FAST AS I


CAN . . . AS SILENT AS NIGHT CAME . . . FROM YOUR MIND . . .


MAY BE IM NEW WITH THIS . . . MAY BE IM AWKWARD WITH THE SENTENCE 


CALLED  "LONELY" BECAUSE I HAVE LEFT THIS SENTENCE LONG AGO . . .


I HURT SO BADLY THAT'S WHY I LEFT AND CHANGE TO BE A BAD GIRL . . .


SO THAT I AM NOT LONELY . . . BUT NOW WHEN YOU APPEAR EVERYTHING


IN MY WORLD SEEMS COLOURFUL . . . YOU MAKE MY DAY . . . YOU THE REASON


I HAVE LEARN THE WORD "TRUST" . . . BUT . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 


EVERYTHING CHANGE WHEN YOU WERE BUSY WITH YOUR COLLAGE'S LIFE . . .


I FELT SO "IGNORED" . . . I FELT LIKE I'VE BEEN "LEFT OUT" . . . 


I'VE BEEN SO "ANNOYING" TO YOU . . . I FELT SO "EMPTY"

            TIME . . . WHERE IS MY TIME ? ? ? TIME . . . YOU GO


SO FAST THAT I DID'NT REALIZE THAT NOW I TURN


INTO A SOMEONE'S FIANCÉ  . . . BUILDING  A FAMILY


OF OUR OWN SOON . . . BUT YET WHERE DID YOU GO ? ?


IS IT FINALLY COMES WHEN YOU WERE SO BUSY THAT


SOMETIMES YOU FORGET ME AWHILE ? ? ?


IS IT FINALLY COMES WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE I AM


SO ANNOYING TO YOU ? ? ? IS IT FINALLY COMES TO


AN END THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR MIND ABOUT ME ? ? ?








       I HAVE DIED EVERYDAY , EVERY MOMENT , EVERY BREATH AND EVERY TIME


WAITING FOR YOU . . . I MAY BE ANNOYING SOMETIMES . . . I MAY BE  MAD OF YOU


SOMETIMES . . . I MAY BE WEAK SOMETIMES . . . I MAY BE NOT AN UNDERSTANDING


PERSON SOMETIMES . . . I MAY BE THE WORST GIRL YOU'VE EVER MET . . . BUT


PLEASE . . . GIVE ME A CHANCE TO CHANGE . . . DO LEAVE ME BEFORE YOU SEE


ME CHANGE . . . I PROMISE I'LL CHANGE FOR YOU . . . I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO


IF YOU LEFT . . . MY HEART BROKE INTO A THOUSAND PIECES . . . MY WORDS


BROKE INTO A THOUSAND LETTER . . . MY MIND BRAKE DOWN . . . MY SOUL


FLEW AWAY . . . BECAUSE YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION . . . YOU INSPIRE MY


LIFE . . . PLEASE ACCEPT ME . . .  I KNOW I AM UNFAIR TO YOU . . .



P/S : PLEASE FIND ME IN YOUR TIME
         :')