DATE : 29 NOVEMBER 2011
TIME : 10.47 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
TEARS DROPPING . . . HEART BEATING . . . YOU'RE FAR AWAY . . . I'M ALONE . . .
FIGHTING FOR WHAT IS RIGHT . . . FIGHTING FOR THE LOVE THAT IS GONNA LAST
FOREVER . . . FIGHTING FOR THE MEMORY WE'VE MADE . . . FIGHT WITH THE LIFE
WE ABOUT TO FACE . . . FIGHTING TO BE WITH YOU . . . FIGHTING TILL THE LAST
DROP OF MY BLOOD . . . FIGHTING WITH ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WILL MAKES OUR
RELATIONSHIP DOWN . . . FIGHT FOR THIS UNBREAKABLE RELATIONSHIP . . .
BUT MOST OF IT . . . FIGHT FOR YOU !
YOU MAKE ME HAVE A REASON TO FIGHT FOR
MY LIFE . . . YOU MAKES ME REALIZE THAT I HAVE
SOMETHING TO FIGHT FOR IN LIFE . . . YOU THE
REASON I STAY ALIVE . . . YOU THE REASON I FEEL
LIKE I'M WORTH FIGHTING FOR . . . YOU THE ONE WHO
CHANGE MY MIND THAT NOT EVERYONE IS THE SAME . . .
YOU MAKES MANY DIFFERENT IN MY HEART , MY SOUL,
MY LIFE, MY MIND AND MY LOVE TOWARDS ALLAH . . .
YOU THE ONLY ONE THAT HAVE FAITH IN ME . . .
YOU ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU . . . YOU TRY
EVERYTHING TO BE NEAR ME . . . YOU ARE THE ONE
WHO WORTH FIGHTING FOR . . .
I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU ANY MORE . . . I'M SORRY THAT I CAN'T BE PERFECT
FOR YOU . . . I'M SORRY THAT I ALWAYS BROKE THE PROMISES I'VE MADE TO YOU . . .
IM SORRY THAT I ALWAYS MAKES YOUR HEART FEELS PAIN . . . IM SORRY THAT
SOMETIMES I ALWAYS WANNA LET YOU GO . . . I NEVER MEANT TO SAY OR DO THOSE
THINGS TO YOU . . . I AM AFRAID OF LOSING YOU THAT'S WHY I FEEL LIKE
I NEVER DESERVED YOU . . . YOU WERE SO GOOD TO ME . . . WHILE I JUST KNOW
HOW TO MAKES YOUR HEART PAIN . . . MAKES YOU WORRY ALL THE TIME . . .
MAKES YOU CRY . . . THINK NEGATIVE . . .
SOMETIMES I JUST WANT TO KEEP THINGS TO MY SELF . . . SIT SOMEWHERE
THERE IS NO ONE CAN SEE ME . . . ALONE . . . SILENCE . . . JUST TO THINK WHAT
HAVE I'VE DONE TO MY SELF . . . MY SINS . . . MY MISTAKES . . . MY LOVE ONES . . .
YOU . . . YOUR HEART . . . YOUR FEELINGS . . . I JUST WISH I COULD JUST RUN AWAY
WITH ALL THE MISTAKE I'VE DONE AND BURIED IT WITH ME . . . SO IT COULD BE LEFT
FORGOTTEN . . . I LOVE YOU THE DAY I MEET YOU . . . THE MEMORY . . .
OH MY . . . SO HARD TO BE FORGOTTEN . . . SO PAIN TO BE LEFT . . . THAT'S WHY
I ALWAYS SAYS THAT I WANNA LEAVE YOU BECAUSE THE LONGER I STAY
WITH YOU . . . THAT WE WERE TOGETHER EACH TIME . . . WE CREATED SO MANY
UNFORGOTTEN MEMORY . . . THAT WHY IF WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE
EACH OTHER PLEASE ALLAH MAKES MY HEART AS COLD AS ICE . . . AS HARD
AS ROCK . . . AS STRONG AS A HORSE . . . AS CRUEL AS THE DEVIL . . . AS IF
I HAVE NO FEELINGS BECAUSE ONE DAY WHEN WE BRAKE I CAN HANDLE
MY HEART . . . I CAN HANDLE MY SELF . . . I CAN FACE THE LIFE . . . I CAN START
PRETEND THAT I DID'NT CARE . . .
BUT PLEASE LET ME BE WITH HIM . . . LET OUR LOVE LAST FOREVER . . .
LET OUR RELATIONSHIP LONGER THEN BEFORE . . . MAKE OUR LOVE TILL THE
DAY I CLOSE MY EYES . . . MAKE OUR LOVE IS FOR ALLAH . . . MAKES OUR LOVE
LAST TILL WE FINALLY MEET IN HEAVEN . . . MAKE HIM MINE FOREVER . . .
IM BEGGING YOU YA ALLAH PLEASE MAKE HIM THE ONE . . . IF NOT PLEASE
OPEN MY EYES . . . OPEN HIS EYES . . . THAT SOMETHINGS GONNA HAPPEN TO
TEAR US APART . . . PLEASE YA ALLAH I CAN'T BEAR THIS LOVE TO BE LONGER
IF HE IS NOT THE ONE . . . I FEEL LIKE DYING . . . HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL . . .
HAVE MERCY ON MY HEART . . . I CAN'T WATCH MY HEART BRAKE TO PIECES . . .
AFTER ALL THE MEMORY WE'VE MADE IS BEEN A GLUE TO STICK MY LAST
BROKEN HEART TO BE BRAKE AGAIN . . .
PLEASE YA ALLAH. . . . HAVE MERCY ON ME . . .
FUAD AMIRUDDIN . . .
I'M SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE . . .
I'M SORRY FOR MAKE YOUR HEART PAIN
I'M SORRY THAT I LIED
I'M SORRY THAT I BROKE MY PROMISES
I'M SORRY THAT I CHANGE VERY SLOW
I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT EVER
HAPPEN . . . I JUST WANT YOU BY MY SIDE
FOREVER . . .
I ♥ YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ... :')
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
Monday, 28 November 2011
ANOTHER DAY WITH PAIN AND LOVE FROM YOU
DATE : 28 NOVEMBER 2011
TIME : 1.14 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
MY FEELINGS . . . MY HEART . . . MY SOUL . . . MY JOURNEY . . . MY LIFE . . . MY
ADVENTURE . . . MY FUTURE . . . MY ENDINGS . . . MY BEGINNINGS . . . MY DESIRE . . . MY
PLEASURE . . .
IT'S ALL ABOUT ME . . .
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG . . . I WAS FINE BEFORE I MEET YOU . . . I WAS
FINE WITH MY OWN DECISION . . . I WAS FINE LEAVING IN THE WORD THAT FULL
OF STRANGERS . . . I WAS FINE LEADING MY LIFE IN A PAINLESS WAY . . . LEAVING IN
MY OWN CREATION OF SINS . . . BUT THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG ? ? ?
EVERYTIME WE MEET IS A GOOD MEMORY BUT IN THE
END IT IS ALWAYS A BAD MEMORY THAT SEEMS TO BE
FORGOTTEN EACH TIME WE MEET . . . MY HEART STOPS
MY KNEES SHAKING . . . MY TEARS DROPPING . . .
MY SOUL SCREAMING . . . EVERYTHING SEEMS SO
UNPREDICTABLE . . . UNHAPPY . . . UNLUCKY . . .
TILL SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD RUN FROM THIS
SITUATION . . . I COULD JUST DISAPPEARED IN THE THIN
AIR . . . I COULD JUST PUNCH ALL THE THINGS I SEE . . .
I JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH I GUESS . . .
SHOULD WE JUST STOP HERE ? ? ? MAKE A FULL STOP HERE ? ? ? BUT I CAN'T
SEEMS TO LET YOU GO . . . HOW FAR I RAN . . . HOW FAR I AVOID YOU . . . HOW
BAD I IGNORE YOU . . . HOW MAD I AM WITH YOU . . . IN ANY WAY . . . YOU JUST WONT
DISAPPEARE . . . WHY ? ? ?
IS THIS MY SINS ? ? ? CAUSE I MEET YOU ? ? ? YOU ARE JUST TO GOOD FOR ME . . .
SOMETIMES I JUST THINK THAT WE DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN EACH OTHER . . .
BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO KNOW WHAT OTHER BETTER MAN THAN YOU ? ? ?
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO LET YOU GO . . . YOU JUST STICK TO ME LIKE A
SUPER GLU . . . AND I CAN'T SEEMS TO MAKE YOU HATE ME . . . SO CRUEL AM I
TO LET THE PERSON WHO LOVE ME THE WAY I AM GO JUST LIKE THAT . . .
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW EVEN MY MOUTH AND ACTION SAY I WANNA LET YOU
GO . . . BUT DID MY HEART TELL YOU THE SAME ? ? ? WHAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL . . .
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LISTEN TO MY HEART SAYING . . . NOT MY EMOTION AND
REACTION . . .
HOW COULD YOU INVADE MY HEART . . . HOW COULD
YOU JUST LEAVE ME THERE WHEN ALL I WANT IS YOU
TO COME TO ME AND HUG ME . . . HOW COULD YOU . . .
I AM SO PROUD BUT AT THE SAME TIME AM I WORTH
FOR YOU TO FIGHT FOR ? ? ? ME (YOU JUST MEET) OVER
YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS ? ? ?
I JUST WISH FOR THE BEST IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY WANTS . . .
MAY B IM JUST TIRED WITH ALL THIS BULL SHIT . . .
YOU CAN'T RUN FROM ME CAUSE YOU
JUST INVADE MY HEART AND YOU KNOW
TOO MUCH ABOUT ME . . . THE ONLY WAY
IF YOU GONNA LEAVE ME IS TO ERASE
YOUR MEMORY OF ME . . . :P
I WILL BE FINE EVEN IM NOT FINE . . . I WILL BE OK
EVEN IM NOT OK . . . I WILL BE . . . CAUSE I AM TRYING TO
UNDERSTAND YOU AND CHANGE MY SELF FOR BETTER
IN MY FUTURE ^_^
I LOVE YOU SAYANG . . . IM JUST A PSYCHO GIRL :P
WHO JUST GETTING LUCKY FOR HAVING THE ONES THAT
I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME FOR ACCEPTING ME THE
WAY I AM EVEN AFTER WHAT I'VE DONE IN LIFE . . .
EVERY SINS I'VE DONE . . . MY BAD SIDE . . . THE MOST
HARDEST PART TO ACCEPT IN SOME OONE BUT HE
ACCEPT IT IN A SHORT TIME @.@ AMAZING IS'NT IT
TIME : 1.14 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
MY FEELINGS . . . MY HEART . . . MY SOUL . . . MY JOURNEY . . . MY LIFE . . . MY
ADVENTURE . . . MY FUTURE . . . MY ENDINGS . . . MY BEGINNINGS . . . MY DESIRE . . . MY
PLEASURE . . .
IT'S ALL ABOUT ME . . .
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG . . . I WAS FINE BEFORE I MEET YOU . . . I WAS
FINE WITH MY OWN DECISION . . . I WAS FINE LEAVING IN THE WORD THAT FULL
OF STRANGERS . . . I WAS FINE LEADING MY LIFE IN A PAINLESS WAY . . . LEAVING IN
MY OWN CREATION OF SINS . . . BUT THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG ? ? ?
EVERYTIME WE MEET IS A GOOD MEMORY BUT IN THE
END IT IS ALWAYS A BAD MEMORY THAT SEEMS TO BE
FORGOTTEN EACH TIME WE MEET . . . MY HEART STOPS
MY KNEES SHAKING . . . MY TEARS DROPPING . . .
MY SOUL SCREAMING . . . EVERYTHING SEEMS SO
UNPREDICTABLE . . . UNHAPPY . . . UNLUCKY . . .
TILL SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD RUN FROM THIS
SITUATION . . . I COULD JUST DISAPPEARED IN THE THIN
AIR . . . I COULD JUST PUNCH ALL THE THINGS I SEE . . .
I JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH I GUESS . . .
SHOULD WE JUST STOP HERE ? ? ? MAKE A FULL STOP HERE ? ? ? BUT I CAN'T
SEEMS TO LET YOU GO . . . HOW FAR I RAN . . . HOW FAR I AVOID YOU . . . HOW
BAD I IGNORE YOU . . . HOW MAD I AM WITH YOU . . . IN ANY WAY . . . YOU JUST WONT
DISAPPEARE . . . WHY ? ? ?
IS THIS MY SINS ? ? ? CAUSE I MEET YOU ? ? ? YOU ARE JUST TO GOOD FOR ME . . .
SOMETIMES I JUST THINK THAT WE DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN EACH OTHER . . .
BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO KNOW WHAT OTHER BETTER MAN THAN YOU ? ? ?
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO LET YOU GO . . . YOU JUST STICK TO ME LIKE A
SUPER GLU . . . AND I CAN'T SEEMS TO MAKE YOU HATE ME . . . SO CRUEL AM I
TO LET THE PERSON WHO LOVE ME THE WAY I AM GO JUST LIKE THAT . . .
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW EVEN MY MOUTH AND ACTION SAY I WANNA LET YOU
GO . . . BUT DID MY HEART TELL YOU THE SAME ? ? ? WHAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL . . .
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LISTEN TO MY HEART SAYING . . . NOT MY EMOTION AND
REACTION . . .
HOW COULD YOU INVADE MY HEART . . . HOW COULD
YOU JUST LEAVE ME THERE WHEN ALL I WANT IS YOU
TO COME TO ME AND HUG ME . . . HOW COULD YOU . . .
I AM SO PROUD BUT AT THE SAME TIME AM I WORTH
FOR YOU TO FIGHT FOR ? ? ? ME (YOU JUST MEET) OVER
YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS ? ? ?
I JUST WISH FOR THE BEST IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY WANTS . . .
MAY B IM JUST TIRED WITH ALL THIS BULL SHIT . . .
YOU CAN'T RUN FROM ME CAUSE YOU
JUST INVADE MY HEART AND YOU KNOW
TOO MUCH ABOUT ME . . . THE ONLY WAY
IF YOU GONNA LEAVE ME IS TO ERASE
YOUR MEMORY OF ME . . . :P
I WILL BE FINE EVEN IM NOT FINE . . . I WILL BE OK
EVEN IM NOT OK . . . I WILL BE . . . CAUSE I AM TRYING TO
UNDERSTAND YOU AND CHANGE MY SELF FOR BETTER
IN MY FUTURE ^_^
I LOVE YOU SAYANG . . . IM JUST A PSYCHO GIRL :P
WHO JUST GETTING LUCKY FOR HAVING THE ONES THAT
I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME FOR ACCEPTING ME THE
WAY I AM EVEN AFTER WHAT I'VE DONE IN LIFE . . .
EVERY SINS I'VE DONE . . . MY BAD SIDE . . . THE MOST
HARDEST PART TO ACCEPT IN SOME OONE BUT HE
ACCEPT IT IN A SHORT TIME @.@ AMAZING IS'NT IT
MAY BE ALLAH JUST LOVES ME
THAT'S WHY ALLAH
GIVES ME
FUAD AMIRUDDIN
HAVING FUAD AMIRUDDIN
AS MY SOULMATE
Thursday, 10 November 2011
TO ALLAH I PRAY
DATE : 10 NOVEMBER 2011
DAY : THURSDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
MOOD : PRAYING
TO ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY GOD FOR ALL SOUL IN THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE . . . TO YOU
I PRAY, TO YOU I BOW, TO YOU I GIVE ALL I HAVE AND THANK YOU TO YOU ALLAH
THAT I FINALLY MEET MY SOULMATE . . . BUT YA ALLAH IS HE THE ONE ? ? ?
IS FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN IS THE ONE THAT I'VE
BEEN PRAYING TO YOU TO MEET HIM ? ? ?
IS HE'S THE ONE THAT I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF ? ? ?
IS HE MY FUTURE HUSBAND TO BE ? ? ?
YA ALLAH THE MOST GRATEFUL AND MERCIFUL TO YOU
I BOW AND SET MY PRAYERS AND WITH ALL DO
RESPECT TO YOU YA ALLAH I'VE BEEN WANTING
HIM AND WAITING HIM FOR MY WHOLE LIFE . . .
PLEASE ALLAH MAKE HIM THE ONE ONLY FOR ME . . . MAKE HIM THE ONE THAT
YOU MAKE TO BE MY PARTNER IN THIS WORD AND IN HEAVEN AS WELL . . .
IF HE'S HAPPEN NOT TO BE MINE . . . IF HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR ME . . .
IF WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE WITH EACH OTHER . . . PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE MAKE ME FOUND A ONE PERSON (MY FUTURE
HUSBAND) JUST EXACTLY LIKE HIM . . . NEVER MIND I FIND SOMEONE
LIKE YOU. . .
DAY : THURSDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
MOOD : PRAYING
TO ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY GOD FOR ALL SOUL IN THIS WHOLE UNIVERSE . . . TO YOU
I PRAY, TO YOU I BOW, TO YOU I GIVE ALL I HAVE AND THANK YOU TO YOU ALLAH
THAT I FINALLY MEET MY SOULMATE . . . BUT YA ALLAH IS HE THE ONE ? ? ?
IS FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN IS THE ONE THAT I'VE
BEEN PRAYING TO YOU TO MEET HIM ? ? ?
IS HE'S THE ONE THAT I'VE BEEN DREAMING OF ? ? ?
IS HE MY FUTURE HUSBAND TO BE ? ? ?
YA ALLAH THE MOST GRATEFUL AND MERCIFUL TO YOU
I BOW AND SET MY PRAYERS AND WITH ALL DO
RESPECT TO YOU YA ALLAH I'VE BEEN WANTING
HIM AND WAITING HIM FOR MY WHOLE LIFE . . .
PLEASE ALLAH MAKE HIM THE ONE ONLY FOR ME . . . MAKE HIM THE ONE THAT
YOU MAKE TO BE MY PARTNER IN THIS WORD AND IN HEAVEN AS WELL . . .
IF HE'S HAPPEN NOT TO BE MINE . . . IF HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR ME . . .
IF WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE WITH EACH OTHER . . . PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE MAKE ME FOUND A ONE PERSON (MY FUTURE
HUSBAND) JUST EXACTLY LIKE HIM . . . NEVER MIND I FIND SOMEONE
LIKE YOU. . .
TOMORROW 11.11.11 A NICE DATE I'LL BE MAKE A TIE TO MY RELATIONSHIP WITH
HIM YA ALLAH . . . PLEASE BLESS OUR RELATIONSHIP . . . WE ARE GOING TO GET
ENGAGE FOR THE SAKE OF OUR LOVE . . .
I WISH EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY AS WERE PLANED
AND I WISH WE WILL STAY FOREVER :')
WIND PLEASE DELIVER MY LOVE TO
HIM EVERYDAY WHEN HE WAKES
AND WHEN HE SLEEPS
LOTS OF LOVE JUST TO SAY I LOVE YOU
:)
Sunday, 6 November 2011
SAD DAY (T.T)
DATE : 6 NOVEMBER 2011
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : HOME TOWN JOHORE BAHRU
MOOD : SAD AND FUCKIN' TIRED
YESTERDAY (5 NOVEMBER, SATURDAY) IS THE SAD DAY FOR ME AND MY
FUTURE FIANCÉ . . . I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN AND I CAN SEE FROM HIS
EYES THAT HE REALLY DON'T WANNA ME TO GO BACK TO JOHORE
BECAUSE IT IS TO FAR AWAY . . . BUT HE ALSO HAVE TO GO BACK MELAKA
YESTERDAY AFTER SENDING ME TO SEREMBAN . . .
OH GOD I REALLY GONNA MISS HIM SO BADLY. . .
I AM FULL OF WORRIES BECAUSE WE ALL WERE SO
FUCKIN' EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE SLEPT FOR
AN HOUR AND A HALF. . . SHIT MAN. . . SO THAT IS
WHY I AM SO WORRY ABOUT YOU SAYANG . . .
YOU WERE DRIVING ALONE BACK TO YOUR RENTAL
HOUSE THEN TO YOUR HOUSE. . . HEMMM
WHEN I HEAR YOU REACH YOUR HOME AND YOUR VILLAGE AT MELAKA I AM
SO HAPPY FOR YOU ^_^. . . AND ABOUT THAT ILLEGAL THING . . . I WILL NOT TAKE
IT AS I PROMISE YOU . . . WHAT EVER HAPPEN FOR MY EXAM THAT WILL JUST STAY
LIKE THAT. . . I HAVE NOTHING TO RELIES ON. . . NOTHING TO DEPEND ON. . .
BUT IT'S A BIT HARD TO NOT TAKE THAT BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT BUT
I CAN'T TAKE IT BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WON'T TAKE IT OK ! ! ! IF I FAIL THEN SO
I'M GONNA START WORKING AND STOP STUDYING . . .
THIS IS ALL BULLSHI* I JUST NEED A MOMENT . . .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT'S WHY YOU MY OPEN
YOUR EYES TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU, WHAT
I SACRIFIES FOR YOU, WHAT I GAVE UP MY
EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU. . . I HOPE YOU
SEE THAT OK SAYANG ♥. . .
YESTERDAY IS SO FUCKIN' TIRED DAY BECAUSE
MY KONG KONG B'DAY PARTY AND TODAY IS
EID (HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA) ARGGGHHHH. . . I
WANNA GO BACK SELANGOR TOMORROW . . .
I CAN'T STAND STAYING HERE. . . IT'S SO EXHAUSTED
(T.T) . . .
I GOTTA GO FOR THE RAYA THINGY SO DAAAAAA ~
I LOVE YOU SAYANG ♥ LOOKING FORWARD TO 11.11.11 ♥
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : HOME TOWN JOHORE BAHRU
MOOD : SAD AND FUCKIN' TIRED
YESTERDAY (5 NOVEMBER, SATURDAY) IS THE SAD DAY FOR ME AND MY
FUTURE FIANCÉ . . . I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN AND I CAN SEE FROM HIS
EYES THAT HE REALLY DON'T WANNA ME TO GO BACK TO JOHORE
BECAUSE IT IS TO FAR AWAY . . . BUT HE ALSO HAVE TO GO BACK MELAKA
YESTERDAY AFTER SENDING ME TO SEREMBAN . . .
OH GOD I REALLY GONNA MISS HIM SO BADLY. . .
I AM FULL OF WORRIES BECAUSE WE ALL WERE SO
FUCKIN' EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE SLEPT FOR
AN HOUR AND A HALF. . . SHIT MAN. . . SO THAT IS
WHY I AM SO WORRY ABOUT YOU SAYANG . . .
YOU WERE DRIVING ALONE BACK TO YOUR RENTAL
HOUSE THEN TO YOUR HOUSE. . . HEMMM
WHEN I HEAR YOU REACH YOUR HOME AND YOUR VILLAGE AT MELAKA I AM
SO HAPPY FOR YOU ^_^. . . AND ABOUT THAT ILLEGAL THING . . . I WILL NOT TAKE
IT AS I PROMISE YOU . . . WHAT EVER HAPPEN FOR MY EXAM THAT WILL JUST STAY
LIKE THAT. . . I HAVE NOTHING TO RELIES ON. . . NOTHING TO DEPEND ON. . .
BUT IT'S A BIT HARD TO NOT TAKE THAT BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT BUT
I CAN'T TAKE IT BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WON'T TAKE IT OK ! ! ! IF I FAIL THEN SO
I'M GONNA START WORKING AND STOP STUDYING . . .
THIS IS ALL BULLSHI* I JUST NEED A MOMENT . . .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT'S WHY YOU MY OPEN
YOUR EYES TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU, WHAT
I SACRIFIES FOR YOU, WHAT I GAVE UP MY
EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU. . . I HOPE YOU
SEE THAT OK SAYANG ♥. . .
YESTERDAY IS SO FUCKIN' TIRED DAY BECAUSE
MY KONG KONG B'DAY PARTY AND TODAY IS
EID (HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA) ARGGGHHHH. . . I
WANNA GO BACK SELANGOR TOMORROW . . .
I CAN'T STAND STAYING HERE. . . IT'S SO EXHAUSTED
(T.T) . . .
I GOTTA GO FOR THE RAYA THINGY SO DAAAAAA ~
I LOVE YOU SAYANG ♥ LOOKING FORWARD TO 11.11.11 ♥
SAD DAY
DATE : 6 NOVEMBER 2011
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : HOME TOWN JOHORE BAHRU
MOOD : SAD AND FUCKIN' TIRED
YESTERDAY (5 NOVEMBER, SATURDAY) IS THE SAD DAY FOR ME AND MY
FUTURE FIANCÉ . . . I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN AND I CAN SEE FROM HIS
EYES THAT HE REALLY DON'T WANNA ME TO GO BACK TO JOHORE
BECAUSE IT IS TO FAR AWAY . . . BUT HE ALSO HAVE TO GO BACK MELAKA
YESTERDAY AFTER SENDING ME TO SEREMBAN . . .
OH GOD I REALLY GONNA MISS HIM SO BADLY. . .
I AM FULL OF WORRIES BECAUSE WE ALL WERE SO
FUCKIN' EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE SLEPT FOR
AN HOUR AND A HALF. . . SHIT MAN. . . SO THAT IS
WHY I AM SO WORRY ABOUT YOU SAYANG . . .
YOU WERE DRIVING ALONE BACK TO YOUR RENTAL
HOUSE THEN TO YOUR HOUSE. . . HEMMM
WHEN I HEAR YOU REACH YOUR HOME AND YOUR VILLAGE AT MELAKA I AM
SO HAPPY FOR YOU ^_^. . . AND ABOUT THAT ILLEGAL THING . . . I WILL NOT TAKE
IT AS I PROMISE YOU . . . WHAT EVER HAPPEN FOR MY EXAM THAT WILL JUST STAY
LIKE THAT. . . I HAVE NOTHING TO RELIES ON. . . NOTHING TO DEPEND ON. . .
BUT IT'S A BIT HARD TO NOT TAKE THAT BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT BUT
I CAN'T TAKE IT BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WON'T TAKE IT OK ! ! ! IF I FAIL THEN SO
I'M GONNA START WORKING AND STOP STUDYING . . .
THIS IS ALL BULLSHI* I JUST NEED A MOMENT . . .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT'S WHY YOU MY OPEN
YOUR EYES TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU, WHAT
I SACRIFIES FOR YOU, WHAT I GAVE UP MY
EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU. . . I HOPE YOU
SEE THAT OK SAYANG ♥. . .
YESTERDAY IS SO FUCKIN' TIRED DAY BECAUSE
MY KONG KONG B'DAY PARTY AND TODAY IS
EID (HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA) ARGGGHHHH. . . I
WANNA GO BACK SELANGOR TOMORROW . . .
I CAN'T STAND STAYING HERE. . . IT'S SO EXHAUSTED
(T.T) . . .
I GOTTA GO FOR THE RAYA THINGY SO DAAAAAA ~
I LOVE YOU SAYANG ♥ LOOKING FORWARD TO 11.11.11 ♥
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : HOME TOWN JOHORE BAHRU
MOOD : SAD AND FUCKIN' TIRED
YESTERDAY (5 NOVEMBER, SATURDAY) IS THE SAD DAY FOR ME AND MY
FUTURE FIANCÉ . . . I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN AND I CAN SEE FROM HIS
EYES THAT HE REALLY DON'T WANNA ME TO GO BACK TO JOHORE
BECAUSE IT IS TO FAR AWAY . . . BUT HE ALSO HAVE TO GO BACK MELAKA
YESTERDAY AFTER SENDING ME TO SEREMBAN . . .
OH GOD I REALLY GONNA MISS HIM SO BADLY. . .
I AM FULL OF WORRIES BECAUSE WE ALL WERE SO
FUCKIN' EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE SLEPT FOR
AN HOUR AND A HALF. . . SHIT MAN. . . SO THAT IS
WHY I AM SO WORRY ABOUT YOU SAYANG . . .
YOU WERE DRIVING ALONE BACK TO YOUR RENTAL
HOUSE THEN TO YOUR HOUSE. . . HEMMM
WHEN I HEAR YOU REACH YOUR HOME AND YOUR VILLAGE AT MELAKA I AM
SO HAPPY FOR YOU ^_^. . . AND ABOUT THAT ILLEGAL THING . . . I WILL NOT TAKE
IT AS I PROMISE YOU . . . WHAT EVER HAPPEN FOR MY EXAM THAT WILL JUST STAY
LIKE THAT. . . I HAVE NOTHING TO RELIES ON. . . NOTHING TO DEPEND ON. . .
BUT IT'S A BIT HARD TO NOT TAKE THAT BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT BUT
I CAN'T TAKE IT BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WON'T TAKE IT OK ! ! ! IF I FAIL THEN SO
I'M GONNA START WORKING AND STOP STUDYING . . .
THIS IS ALL BULLSHI* I JUST NEED A MOMENT . . .
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT'S WHY YOU MY OPEN
YOUR EYES TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU, WHAT
I SACRIFIES FOR YOU, WHAT I GAVE UP MY
EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU. . . I HOPE YOU
SEE THAT OK SAYANG ♥. . .
YESTERDAY IS SO FUCKIN' TIRED DAY BECAUSE
MY KONG KONG B'DAY PARTY AND TODAY IS
EID (HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA) ARGGGHHHH. . . I
WANNA GO BACK SELANGOR TOMORROW . . .
I CAN'T STAND STAYING HERE. . . IT'S SO EXHAUSTED
(T.T) . . .
I GOTTA GO FOR THE RAYA THINGY SO DAAAAAA ~
I LOVE YOU SAYANG ♥ LOOKING FORWARD TO 11.11.11 ♥
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
GREATFUL ^0^
TARIKH : 2 NOVEMBER 2011
HARI : RABU
TEMPAT : BRUNSFIELD, SHAH ALAM
MOOD : BERSYUKUR
AWAL PAGI DAH NANGIS . . . MELUAHKAN SEGALA YANG TERPENDAM DI LUBUK
HATI DAN TAK PERNAH DI RASAKAN BILA BERSAMA ORANG LAIN . . . SAYA
SAYANG AWAK SANGAT SANGAT . . . SAYA MINTA MAAF KERANA MEMBUATKAN
HATI AWAK TERGORES, MEMBUAT AWAK RASA KECEWA, SEDIH DAN MARAH
TERHADAP SAYA DAN ORANG SEKELILING SAYA . . .
SAYA NAK BERUBAH BILA BERSAMA AWAK . . . SAYA
NAK AWAK TAHU YANG SAYA SANGGUP BERUBAH
DEMI ORANG YANG SAYANGKAN SAYA . . . TERIMA
KASIH KERANA MENYANYANGI DIRI SAYA . . .
KEPADA KAWAN-KAWAN SAYA TOLONG HORMAT
HUBUNGAN SAYA DAN FUAD AMIRUDDIN KERANA
SAYA TELAH PON MEMPUNYAI HUBUNGAN YANG
ISTIMEWA BERSAMA DIA . . . SORRY I'M NOT SINGLE
ANYMORE. . . SAYA KINI SANGAT SERIOUS DALAM
HUBUNGAN SAYA DENGAN FUAD KERANA SAYA
DAN DIA TELAH PON DECLARE THAT HE IS MY
FUTURE HUSBAND AND I AM HIS FUTURE WIFE . . .
SERIOUS MANA SAYA ? ? ? SERIOUS SAMPAI SAYA NAK BAWA DI JUMPA
PARENT SAYA . . . DAN SAYA TAK PERNAH BAWA MANA-MANA LELAKI YANG SAYA
SAYANG JUMPA PARENT SAYA . . . SAYANG, BBY DAH CAKAP DENGAN IBU NAK
BAWAK SAYANG JUMPA DIA ORANG DAN LEBIH MENGEJUTKAN DIA ORANG
SENDIRI YANG NAK TURUN SELANGOR UNTUK JUMPA SAYANG ♥ ♥ ♥
BUKAN SAYA TIDAK MAHU BERKAWAN DENGAN
SEMUA ORANG TAPI SAYA SUDAH ADA BATAS DALAM
PERGAULAN SAYA. . . HARAP KAWAN-KAWAN SEMUA
FAHAM. . . MUNGKIN DULU SAYA BOLEH LEPAK
DEKAT RUMAH KAWAN SAMPAI BOLEH TIDUR RUMAH
DAN BOLEH KELUAR LEPAK BILA-BILA MASA. . .
TAPI SEMUA ITU DULU TIME SAYA SINGLE DAN
TAK KENAL LAGI FUAD AMIRUDDIN. . . TAPI KALI
INI SAYA MEMANG DAH TAK BOLEH NAK SUKA-SUKA
LEPAK KALAU DIA TAK ADA . . .
WALAUPUN TIME SAYA LEPAK DENGAN DIA, DIA
PON TAHU DAH TENGAH MALAM. . . KALAU DIA
BOLEH HORMAT SAYA. . . SAYA HARAP
KAWAN-KAWAN BOLEH HORMAT SAYA JUGA. . .
BAK KATA FUAD AMIRUDDIN SAYA NI PEREMPUAN
BUKAN LELAKI =). . .
SAYANG, TQ FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I
NEED YOU SO BADLY . . . TODAY I CRIED SO FUCKIN'
DAMN MUCH AND MAKES YOU CRY AS WELL. . .
WHEN YOU CRY I CAN JUDGE YOU THAT YOU REALLY
LOVE ME AND I APPRECIATE THAT. . . I LOVE WHEN
YOU SAY "I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU". . .
MEANS = SAYA ADA DEKAT DUNIA INI
UNTUK AWAK ♥
SKYPE TIME ♥ BABAI
HARI : RABU
TEMPAT : BRUNSFIELD, SHAH ALAM
MOOD : BERSYUKUR
AWAL PAGI DAH NANGIS . . . MELUAHKAN SEGALA YANG TERPENDAM DI LUBUK
HATI DAN TAK PERNAH DI RASAKAN BILA BERSAMA ORANG LAIN . . . SAYA
SAYANG AWAK SANGAT SANGAT . . . SAYA MINTA MAAF KERANA MEMBUATKAN
HATI AWAK TERGORES, MEMBUAT AWAK RASA KECEWA, SEDIH DAN MARAH
TERHADAP SAYA DAN ORANG SEKELILING SAYA . . .
SAYA NAK BERUBAH BILA BERSAMA AWAK . . . SAYA
NAK AWAK TAHU YANG SAYA SANGGUP BERUBAH
DEMI ORANG YANG SAYANGKAN SAYA . . . TERIMA
KASIH KERANA MENYANYANGI DIRI SAYA . . .
KEPADA KAWAN-KAWAN SAYA TOLONG HORMAT
HUBUNGAN SAYA DAN FUAD AMIRUDDIN KERANA
SAYA TELAH PON MEMPUNYAI HUBUNGAN YANG
ISTIMEWA BERSAMA DIA . . . SORRY I'M NOT SINGLE
ANYMORE. . . SAYA KINI SANGAT SERIOUS DALAM
HUBUNGAN SAYA DENGAN FUAD KERANA SAYA
DAN DIA TELAH PON DECLARE THAT HE IS MY
FUTURE HUSBAND AND I AM HIS FUTURE WIFE . . .
SERIOUS MANA SAYA ? ? ? SERIOUS SAMPAI SAYA NAK BAWA DI JUMPA
PARENT SAYA . . . DAN SAYA TAK PERNAH BAWA MANA-MANA LELAKI YANG SAYA
SAYANG JUMPA PARENT SAYA . . . SAYANG, BBY DAH CAKAP DENGAN IBU NAK
BAWAK SAYANG JUMPA DIA ORANG DAN LEBIH MENGEJUTKAN DIA ORANG
SENDIRI YANG NAK TURUN SELANGOR UNTUK JUMPA SAYANG ♥ ♥ ♥
BUKAN SAYA TIDAK MAHU BERKAWAN DENGAN
SEMUA ORANG TAPI SAYA SUDAH ADA BATAS DALAM
PERGAULAN SAYA. . . HARAP KAWAN-KAWAN SEMUA
FAHAM. . . MUNGKIN DULU SAYA BOLEH LEPAK
DEKAT RUMAH KAWAN SAMPAI BOLEH TIDUR RUMAH
DAN BOLEH KELUAR LEPAK BILA-BILA MASA. . .
TAPI SEMUA ITU DULU TIME SAYA SINGLE DAN
TAK KENAL LAGI FUAD AMIRUDDIN. . . TAPI KALI
INI SAYA MEMANG DAH TAK BOLEH NAK SUKA-SUKA
LEPAK KALAU DIA TAK ADA . . .
WALAUPUN TIME SAYA LEPAK DENGAN DIA, DIA
PON TAHU DAH TENGAH MALAM. . . KALAU DIA
BOLEH HORMAT SAYA. . . SAYA HARAP
KAWAN-KAWAN BOLEH HORMAT SAYA JUGA. . .
BAK KATA FUAD AMIRUDDIN SAYA NI PEREMPUAN
BUKAN LELAKI =). . .
SAYANG, TQ FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I
NEED YOU SO BADLY . . . TODAY I CRIED SO FUCKIN'
DAMN MUCH AND MAKES YOU CRY AS WELL. . .
WHEN YOU CRY I CAN JUDGE YOU THAT YOU REALLY
LOVE ME AND I APPRECIATE THAT. . . I LOVE WHEN
YOU SAY "I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU". . .
MEANS = SAYA ADA DEKAT DUNIA INI
UNTUK AWAK ♥
SKYPE TIME ♥ BABAI
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