DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : PENDAMAR VILLA ( MY SIS HOUSE )
TIME : 3:30 A.M
FIREWORKS SEEMS SO BEAUTIFUL WHEN WE WATCH . . . SHOPPING SEEMS
SO GOOD FOR A GIRLS . . . ROADS SEEMS SO BUSY BECAUSE OF CHRISTMAS . . .
PEOPLE SEEMS SO HAPPY FOR CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS . . . BUT . . .
SUDDENLY EVERYTHING SEEMS SO COLD . . . FIREWORKS SEEMS SO EMOTIONLESS . . .
ROADS SEEMS SO DARK . . . SPEECHLESS . . . SADNESS . . . EMPTY . . .
I JUST HOPE YOU WERE HERE . . .
YOU ARE MY REASON FOR EVERYTHING . . . I REALIZE I CAN'T DO ANYTHING . .
I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT . . . I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING . . . JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T
SENSE YOU BESIDE ME . . . I FEEL YOU IN SIDE MY HEART . . . BUT MY EYES WERE
BLIND . . . I CAN'T SEE YOU IN THE REAL TIME . . . AM I HAVE BEEN BLIND BY MY
FEELING JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T SEE YOU ? ? ?
TEARS . . . SOMETIMES FEEL SO MEANINGFUL FOR EVERY DROP WHEN
IT REACHES TO THE GROUND . . . AM I HURT ? ? ? NO . . . I JUST FEEL SO
MISERABLE MISSING YOU . . . I'M JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOU FINALLY GETTING
A FAMILY THAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED . . . I WANT YOU FEEL SO COMFORT BEING
WITH MY FAMILY . . . WE ARE JUST A NORMAL HAPPY FAMILY . . . NOT SO
RICH . . . NOT SO POOR . . . NOT SO EDUCATED . . . NOT SO POOR EDUCATED . . .
JUST TRYING THE BEST FOR EACH OTHER . . . WILL THAT BE ENOUGH ? ? ?
I CAN'T READ YOUR THOUGHT . . . I JUST WANT YOU TO SEE IT FOR YOUR SELF . . .
PRAY . . . JUST PRAY . . . DEAR ALLAH . . . FORGIVE MY SINS . . . FORGIVE MY
PAST . . . FORGIVE MY LOVE ONES SINS . . . FORGIVE MY EVERYTHING . . . I KNOW
I AM SO BAD WHEN I'M IN THE PAST . . . TILL SOMETIMES I DON'T DESERVE HIM
BECAUSE HE IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE FOR ME . . . YOU SAID GOOD PERSON
FOR A GOOD PERSON . . . BUT I'M NOT A GOOD PERSON AT ALL . . . I WANNA
CHANGE FOR HIM . . . I DON'T HAVE MANY TO OFFER TO HIM . . . DEAR ALLAH
BE WITH ME . . . I NEED STRENGTH TO CHANGE . . . I NEED YOUR FORGIVENESS
TO LIVE IN THIS WONDERFUL LIFE . . . I NEED YOUR BLESSING TO LIVE WITH
THE PERSON THAT I LOVE BECAUSE THIS TIME I REALLY SET MY MIND THAT HE IS
THE LAST . . . I'M TIRED OF SEARCHING FOR ANOTHER MAN . . . HE LOVES ME
AS MUCH AS I DO . . . THAT IS ENOUGH FOR ME . . . GIVE ME COURAGE TO TAKE HIM
AS MY FUTURE HUSBAND UNTIL WE FINALLY MEET IN HEAVEN . . .
EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES TO GO TO SLEEP I PICK OUT MY FAVOURITE
MEMORY OF US . . . THE PHOTOS . . . THE FLASH BACK MEMORIES . . . OH HOW I
WISH THE TIME COULD STOP AND LET ME JUST SEE YOUR FACE . . . THE MEMORY
OF YOU . . . CAN YOU REMEMBER WHEN I WAS LYING ON YOU AND WE WERE
LAUGHING SO HARD THAT WE LAUGHED EVEN MORE JUST BECAUSE IT WAS SO FUN
TO LAUGH . . . YOUR EYES . . . YOUR SMILE . . . MAKES ME FEELS LIKE FALLING . . .
OVER AND OVER AGAIN . . . FALLING IN THE PLACE LIKE HEAVEN . . . WHEN
EVERYTHING TURNS SWEETS . . . COLOURFUL . . . HAPPY . . . FLYING . . .
DO YOU REMEMBER . . . WHEN WE MAKE A JOKE AND WE LAUGH . . .
THEN SUDDENLY WE STOP LAUGHING AND LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND SMILE . . .
JUST TO SEE EACH OTHER FACE . . . JUST TO SEE YOUR EYES . . . JUST TO SEE
YOUR LIPS . . . JUST TO SEE YOUR HAIR . . . HOW I AM GOING TO MISS THAT
FACE WHEN WE WERE FAR APART . . . THEN I WILL LAY MY HEAD TOWARDS YOUR
NECK JUST TO SMELL YOUR BREATH AND YOUR BODY . . . OUH HOW I MISS
THAT SMELL . . .
DO YOU REMEMBER . . . WHEN I WAS'NT MY SELF BECAUSE OF YOUR
Jr . . . I FOLLOW MY MOOD COMPLETELY AND DID'NT THINK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS
AND YOU COME TO ME AND ADMIT IT WAS YOUR FAULT . . . EVEN THOUGH I KNOW
IT IS MY FAULT . . . EVERYTIME WE FIGHT I JUST DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU
AND YOU GET SO WORRIED . . . THEN YOU FIND ME BACK . . . YOU JUST DON'T
LEAVE ME LIKE THAT . . . YOUR GENEROSITY . . .
DO YOU REMEMBER . . . WHEN I SAID THAT I AM TURNING INTO A UGLY
GIRL . . . MY THIGHT WERE BIGGER . . . MY STOMACH WERE FATTER . . . MY
SHAPE IS BECOME BIGGER . . . THAT I'M GROWING INTO A FAT PERSON . . .
THEN YOU SAID . . . AS LONG AS I ONLY SEES YOU IN MY HEART IT DOESN'T MATTER
HOW UGLY OR FAT I AM , I'LL BE THE LUCKIEST GUY ANYWAY . . . IT TOUCHES
MY HEART . . . THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL . . .
DO YOU REMEMBER . . . WHEN WE WERE SITTING AT THE MAMAK RESTAURANT
AND I SIT INSIDE AND YOU SIT OUT SIDE NEAR THE WALK SIDE AND YOU PULL
MY CHAIR TOWARDS YOU WHEN I AM ALREADY NEAR YOU BUT YOU STILL PULL
MY CHAIR TOWARDS YOU JUST FOR ME TO BE EVEN NEARER TO YOU . . . AND
SUDDENLY YOU PUT YOUR HANDS AT MY WAIST AND PUSH IT TOWARDS YOUR
BODY JUST TO MAKE SURE I AM NEAR YOU AND MAKE SURE I AM BESIDE YOU . . .
AS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE MOST NATURAL THING IN THE WORLD . . .
HOW MUCH YOU MATTER TO ME . . .
WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT TO ME IS THE ONLY YOU . . . THAT ALLAH
HAS CREATED YOU JUST FOR ME . . . SINCE I MEET YOU THAT NIGHT I HAVE BEEN
PRAYING AND THANKS TO ALLAH FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO MEET YOU
EVERYDAY . . . GIVING ME LIFE TO WATCH WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN ACHIEVE IN
YOUR LIFE . . . HAPPY . . . SAD . . . STRESS . . . LOSS . . . TIRED . . . ALL YOUR
FEELINGS YOU SHARED . . . AND FOR THAT I THANK YOU FOR YOUR EXISTENCE
IN MY LIFE . . . :')
WHAT MAKE ME MISSING YOU SO MUCH :
* OUR MEMORY
* OUR PHOTOS
* OUR EXPERIENCE
* YOUR SMELL
* YOUR GENEROSITY
* THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM WORTH FOR YOU TO FIGHT FOR
* HOW MUCH YOU MATTER FOR ME
* YOUR SACRIFICE
* YOUR ACTION TO PROTECT ME
I MISS YOU SAYANG . . . I HOPE YOU STAY SAFE AND STAY HEALTHY AS ALWAYS . . .
HAVE A GOOD REST SAYANG . . .
P/S : HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD TIME WITH MY FAMILY . . . I WILL TRY MY BEST
TO IMPRESS YOUR FAMILY ^_^
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