DATE : 12 DECEMBER 2011
DAY : MONDAY
TIME : 11:37 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
WHEN THE MOON SEEMS SO BRIGHT MY HEART FEELS LIKE FALLING
DEEPER IN YOUR LOVE . . . AM I CUT OUT TO BE WITH A PERSON LIKE YOU ?
DID I DESERVE YOU BETTER THEN ANYONE ELSE ? ? ? SHOULD YOU ACCEPT
A STRANGER GIRL LIKE ME ? ? ? IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA LEAVE ME BUT
YOU AFRAID AND SYMPATHY FOR ME AFTER WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU THEN
JUST DON'T BE SYMPATHY TO ME . . . BECAUSE I WANT SOMEONE THAT LOVE ME
BECAUSE HE THINKS THAT I AM SO SO SPECIAL, MUCH MORE THEN HIS FRIENDS
AND FAMILY . . . I KNOW THAT FAMILY FIRST . . . YOU SHOULD PAY MORE
ATTENTION TO YOUR FAMILY NOT JUST A STRANGER OUTSIDER GIRL . . .
THAT'S WHY I ASK YOU JUST LEAVE ME IF THIS THE CASE . . .
I'M NOT ASKING YOU TO LEAVE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS BUT WHAT IS
THE USED OF ME ? ? ? WHO AM I TO YOUR HEART ? ? ? WHAT IS MY FUNCTION
IN YOUR LIFE ? ? ? IF I'M ONLY THE SAME LEVEL LIKE YOUR FRIENDS . . .
I AM NOTHING TO YOU . . . NOTHING SPECIAL ABOUT ME FOR ME . . .
WE BETTER BE JUST FRIENDS . . . WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS BEFORE SO WE CAN BE
FRIENDS BACK AND STAY AS FRIENDS . . .
YOU SHOULD THINK THIS THRU YOUR HEART . . . MY FELLING IS NOT
A GAME ANYMORE FOR YOU TO PLAY . . . MY FEELING IS NOT FOR THE PERSON
WHO THINKS THAT I AM THE SAME AS THE OTHER PEOPLE . . . MY HEART CAN'T
TAKE ANOTHER FAKE FEELINGS . . . I'M JUST TIRED WITH ALL THIS . . .CAN I
ASK YOU A FAVOUR ? ? ? CAN YOU LEAVE ME IF YOU STILL THINK THAT YOU
ARE NOT READY . . . IF YOU AFRAID TO HAVE A BIG RESPONSIBILITY . . .
HANDLE MY SINS AND BE TRUTH WITH ME . . . HAVE MERCY ON ME BECAUSE
I'M JUST AN ORDINARY PERSON JUST LIKE YOU . . .
I'M WEAK AND EMOTIONAL AS FOR YOUR KNOWLEDGE . . . MY FEELINGS
IS VERY FRAGILE HOPING A GOOD ENDINGS IN EVERY RELATIONSHIP I'VE HAD
IN MY LIFE . . . BEEN STICKING BACK MY HEART THAT IS THROWN AND BROKE TO
PIECES MANY TIME . . . JUST LIKE EVERY GIRLS IN THIS WORLD . . .
BUT NOW IT'S NOT LIKE I CAN'T STICK MY HEART WITH GLU ANYMORE . . .
IT'S JUST THAT I DON'T THINK I CAN SURVIVE THIS RELATIONSHIP IF IT BRAKE MY
HEART . . .
I HOPE WHAT I CHOOSE IS A RIGHT DECISION . . . I HOPE THE BEST IN YOU . . .
I PRAY TO ALLAH THAT ALLAH WILL BLESS ME NO MATTER WHAT COMES IN MY
LIFE . . . AND IF YOU ARE GONNA LEAVE ME . . . I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT I HAVE BEEN CHANGING FOR THE BETTER IN FUTURE AND I HAVE BE STRONGER
THEN EVER . . . THANK YOU TO YOU WHAT YOU SEE IS YOUR CREATION . . .
LIKE YOUR ART WORK . . . JUST THE WAY YOU WANTED ME TO BE . . .
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FOR CHANGING ME TO BE A GOOD PERSON
IN LIFE . . .
I WANNA BRING YOU IN MY FAMILY . . . TO FEEL THE JOY THAT YOU HAVE
NEVER FEEL . . . TO BE LOVED BY ME . . . YOU ARE THE MOST SPECIAL PERSON
FOR ME . . . MORE THEN MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY . . .
P/S : I NEED YOU TO GUIDE ME TO GO THROUGH THE HARDEST PART OF MY LIFE
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