DATE : 11 JULY 2013
DAY : THURSDAY
TIME : 4.46 P.M
LOCATION : KOTA DAMANSARA
APA YANG AKAN TERJADI BILA ORANG YANG KITA SAYANG DAH TAK ADA?
HMMM... BILA KITA KENAL DIA, KITA INGAT NAK MAIN-MAIN JE... TAPI BILA KITA DAH LAMA KENAL MACAM KITA TAK NAK PERGI JAUH DARI DIA... NAK TAHU APA DIA BUAT... NAK MESEJ 24 JAM... NAK PERGI DATING TIAP-TIAP HARI... NAK TENGOK GAMBAR DIA TIAP-TIAP HARI...
GADUH BESAR KE KECIK KE MESTI ADA... TAPI MASA DIA PERGI OUTSTATION HMMM HIDUP MACAM X BERMAKNA... MAKAN SORANG-SORANG... BUAT LAWAK SORANG-SORANG... RASA TAK DA MOOD NAK PERGI KULIAH... TAPI NASIB BAIK ADA KAWAN YANG BOLEH BUAT KITA LUPA KEPAHITAN YANG KITA RASA.. THANKS GUYS
SAYANG, DO YOU STILL REMEMBER OUR STORY???
COME LET ME OPEN YOUR MEMORY :)
INGAT TAK 16HB APRIL 2012???
THE DAY YOU GO TO MEKKAH FOR YOUR UMRAH... YES I STILL REMEMBER... TAK PERNAH DALAM HIDUP NI RASA KESEDIHAN, KERINDUAN, KEPERITAN DAN KEPAHITAN BILA SAYANG PERGI...
THIS DAYS I ALWAYS WATCH A LOVE STORY AND BIASALAH CRYING SORANG2 SEMENTARA TUNGGU SAYANG BALIK HEEE...
WHAT IF KITA PUNYA LOVE STORY SAMA MACAM CERITA TU??? WILL YOU SACRIFICE YOUR LOVE FOR ME?
WHAT IF I DIED FIRST??? WHAT IF YOU DIED FIRST???
WILL YOU BE CRAZY??? I THINK I AM... YE LAH PEREMPUAN HATI DIA SUSAH SIKIT NAK TERIMA ORANG LAIN TAPI LELAKI EVEN BOLEH KAWIN 4 KAN HEHE....
IF YOU DIE I THINK I WILL BE HAVING A DEPRESSION... WHY??
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING... MY FRIEND, MY PARTNER, MY BEST BUDDIES, MY ENEMY, MY LIFE, MY HEART, MY LOVE, MY HUSBAND AND MY HEAVEN :')
JUST WANNA SAY THAT LIFE IS MEANING LESS WITHOUT YOU SAYANG...
I LOVE YOU
OUH AND THIS IS THE LIST OF ROMANTIC MOVIES I WOULD LIKE TO SUGGEST :
1. THE NOTEBOOK
2. A WALK TO REMEMBER
3. P.S I LOVE YOU
4. IF ONLY
5. THE FIRST TIME
6. THE VOW
Thursday 11 July 2013
A NEW FAMILY
DAY: THURSDAY
DATE: 11 JULY 2013
TIME: 4.01 PM
AFTER SO LONG DID NOT WRITE IN MY BLOG SO TODAY I JUST WANT TO INTRODUCE MY NEW FAMILY MEMBER :)
MY FIANCE BOUGHT HIM SINCE I SAID I WANNA A CAT WHEN WE GET MARRIED SO HE DECIDED TO BUY A CAT BEFORE WE GET MARRIED SINCE AFTER MARRIED GONNA BE SO MANY THINGS TO DO...
DATE: 11 JULY 2013
TIME: 4.01 PM
AFTER SO LONG DID NOT WRITE IN MY BLOG SO TODAY I JUST WANT TO INTRODUCE MY NEW FAMILY MEMBER :)
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| MY MR MUFFIN 4 MONTH OLD |
MY FIANCE BOUGHT HIM SINCE I SAID I WANNA A CAT WHEN WE GET MARRIED SO HE DECIDED TO BUY A CAT BEFORE WE GET MARRIED SINCE AFTER MARRIED GONNA BE SO MANY THINGS TO DO...
HERE IS HIS PROFILE
NAME : MUFFIN
AGE : 4 MONTH
GENDER : MALE
DOB : 30 MARCH 2013
ORIGIN : SELANGOR
BREED : PERSIAN
COLOUR : WHITE ORANGE
DIET : NATURAL PROTECTION + ROYAL CANIN KITTEN PERSIAN --> ORIJEN
MEMO : 1ST VACCINE DONE
2ND VACCINE DONE
Sunday 22 July 2012
Love without a blessing
ASSALAMUALAIKUM LET ME BEGIN MY BLOG
AS IF A GUN SHOT ON MY HEAD... WHAT A TRAGEDY... AM I TO BAD???
AM I VERY BAD??? AM I THE WORST??? AM I???
I AM HERE TO OPEN UP YOUR HEART DEAR MOTHER AND FATHER OF MY BELOVED
FIANCE FROM YOUR TYPICAL MALAY THINKING...
I AM NOT THAT EDUCATED LIKE YOU ALL DO...
I AM NOT REACH AS YOU ALL DO...
I HAVE A HAPPY AND LOVING FAMILY SINCE I WAS BORN...
MY MOM AND DAD USED TO STRUGGLE SO MUCH TO BECOME A SOMEONE...
NO BLESSING FROM THEIR PARENT AS MY FATHER WERE CHINESE...
BUT HE WORK VERY HARD TO EARN FOR A LIVING AND AT LAST BE WITH MY MOTHER
ALTHOUGH IT IS QUITE TOUGH... THEY MAKE THEIR WAY OF HAVING A FAMILY..
THEY OPEN MY KONGKONG'S AND MAMA ( MY FATHER'S MOM N DAD ) HEART BY
GIVING LIFE TO MY ELDER SISTER NUR ADILA... THE FIRST GRANDDAUGHTER...
THEN MY MAMA'S HEART OPEN AND CARE SO MUCH FOR MY UNBORN SISTER...
THEY DID NOT MEET SO EASY LIKE YOU DO AUNTY AND UNCLE...
THEY WERE GOOD PEOPLE AND WERE BLESS WITH 3 DAUGHTER... IM THE SECOND...
THEY GO THRU LOTS OF ROUGH ROAD IN THEIR LIFE BEFORE HAVING A NICE ONE...
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVENT HAD SO ROUGH TIME MEETING UP EACH
OTHER BEFORE MARRIED... YOUR FAMILY MEET BY MATCH MAKING AND
LEAVE A HAPPY LIFE... YOU CANNOT TREAT A YOUNG GENERATION LIKE THAT...
PEOPLE CHANGE SO DO ENVIRONMENT...
I START HAVING A CULTURE SHOCK SINCE I BREAK UP WITH MY EX ON
OCTOBER 2012 BEFORE I MEET YOUR SON ON 14 OCTOBER 2012... I STARTED TO
CLUB BECAUSE OF STRESS DUE TO MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP... IT IS
NOT MY PARENTS FAULT... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FAMILY...
THEN I MEET YOUR SON (FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN) ON THE 14TH WITH HIS
FRIENDS AT MOS... HE CALL ME TO DANCE WITH HIM WHEN I WAS HIGH...
HE WAS ON THINGS THAT NIGHT... WE WERE EXCHANGING NUMBER THAT DAY
AND NOW WE STILL STICK TOGETHER...
YOU SAID I AM NOT A GOOD MUSLIM... I UNDERSTAND... HOW CRUEL ARE YOU
TO BREAK YOUR SON'S HEART ??? I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO HIM...
I'VE CHANGE BECAUSE OF ALLAH WITH HIS HELP... IS THAT SO WRONG ???
STILL YOU CANT ACCEPT SOMEONE IS CHANGING TO BE A BETTER PERSON ??
YOU SHOULD BE PROUD THAT YOU SON HAD MADE SOMEONE'S HEART OPEN TO
THE RIGHT PATH... HE LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I DO TO HIM... I AM AM SO SINCERE
TO HIS HEART... BUT BECAUSE OF YOU MY HEART HAS BROKEN SO MANY TIMES...
ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE WHEN I AM NOT HERE ANY MORE YOU WILL
ASKING FORGIVENESS TO ALLAH FOR SEPARATING US...
HOW SURE ARE YOU TO CHOOSE A MATCH FOR YOU SON ??? WILL HE BE HAPPY IN
THE FUTURE ??? YOU ARE GOING TO CHOOSE A GOOD MUSLIMAH ???
WITH THE HIJAB ALL THAT ??? WILL SHE ACCEPT YOUR SON WHEN SHE KNOWS
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR SON'S PAST ??? SHE WILL DOUBT THAT YOUR FAMILY
ARE NOT A GOOD MUSLIM TO JUST LIKE YOU DOUBT MY FAMILY...
WE CHANGE SO MUCH TO BE A GOOD ISLAM... I NEVER LOOK BACK ON MY PAST
SO SHOULD YOU... WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO ACCEPT THE FAITH IF YOU
KEEP ON LOOKING BACK ??? LET BYGONE BE BYGONE... IF I CAN CHANGE THIS
WORLD BACK I'LL BE WHAT YOU WANT... BUT UNFORTUNATELY I CAN'T...
STOP TALKING ABOUT OUR PAST... YOU ARE PARENT... AUNTY -----> YOU SAID
YOU KNOW YOUR SON WHEN YOU CALL ME THAT DAY... WHAT YOU KNOW ???
NOTHING??? IF YOU KNOW YOUR SON THEN YOUR FAMILY SHOULD'NT BE
CRACKING ISNT IT....
WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE IN THE SAME SITUATION LIKE US??? JUST
GIVE UP??? ARE A QUITTER ??? YOU HAVE BEEN TRAVELLING TO SO MUCH
PLACES... THEN YOU SHOULD SEE THE WORLD HOW FAST THE WORLD HAD CHANGE..
HE DONT WANT TO LOOSE YOU NOR ME... BUT YOU THE ONE THAT FORCE HIM TO
CHOOSE... NOW I'LL DECIDE WHAT IS IT GONNA BE... I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM
UNLESS YOU "REDHA" WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP... BUT I HAVE TO GIVE UP
MY SOUL FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR FAMILY... I HAVE TO SACRIFICE A LOT FOR MY
YOUR IMMATURE THINKING... WOULD YOU BE HAPPY THEN??? EVEN ALLAH FORGIVE
EVERY SINS THAT WE DO WHY CANT YOU... HMMMM
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR SON FOR ME BECAUSE I KNOW BEFORE THIS
YOU NEVER DO... ALL YOU DID IS JUST BLAMING HIM TO SATISFIED YOUR
ANGER... SHAME ON YOU... SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF HIM HE LOOK SAD WHEN
IM GONNA LEFT...
HE SAID THE ONLY PERSON WHO CARE IN HIS FAMILY IS HIS LITTLE SISTER
TO MY BELOVED FIANCE
I CHERISH EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND GOD KNOWS
I DO... LET ME BECOME YOUR SWEETEST MEMORY FOR YOU... NO ONE CAN
REPLACE YOU... THANK YOU FOR ALL THE JOY...
IN MEMORY
AS IF A GUN SHOT ON MY HEAD... WHAT A TRAGEDY... AM I TO BAD???
AM I VERY BAD??? AM I THE WORST??? AM I???
I AM HERE TO OPEN UP YOUR HEART DEAR MOTHER AND FATHER OF MY BELOVED
FIANCE FROM YOUR TYPICAL MALAY THINKING...
I AM NOT THAT EDUCATED LIKE YOU ALL DO...
I AM NOT REACH AS YOU ALL DO...
I HAVE A HAPPY AND LOVING FAMILY SINCE I WAS BORN...
MY MOM AND DAD USED TO STRUGGLE SO MUCH TO BECOME A SOMEONE...
NO BLESSING FROM THEIR PARENT AS MY FATHER WERE CHINESE...
BUT HE WORK VERY HARD TO EARN FOR A LIVING AND AT LAST BE WITH MY MOTHER
ALTHOUGH IT IS QUITE TOUGH... THEY MAKE THEIR WAY OF HAVING A FAMILY..
THEY OPEN MY KONGKONG'S AND MAMA ( MY FATHER'S MOM N DAD ) HEART BY
GIVING LIFE TO MY ELDER SISTER NUR ADILA... THE FIRST GRANDDAUGHTER...
THEN MY MAMA'S HEART OPEN AND CARE SO MUCH FOR MY UNBORN SISTER...
THEY DID NOT MEET SO EASY LIKE YOU DO AUNTY AND UNCLE...
THEY WERE GOOD PEOPLE AND WERE BLESS WITH 3 DAUGHTER... IM THE SECOND...
THEY GO THRU LOTS OF ROUGH ROAD IN THEIR LIFE BEFORE HAVING A NICE ONE...
I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU HAVENT HAD SO ROUGH TIME MEETING UP EACH
OTHER BEFORE MARRIED... YOUR FAMILY MEET BY MATCH MAKING AND
LEAVE A HAPPY LIFE... YOU CANNOT TREAT A YOUNG GENERATION LIKE THAT...
PEOPLE CHANGE SO DO ENVIRONMENT...
I START HAVING A CULTURE SHOCK SINCE I BREAK UP WITH MY EX ON
OCTOBER 2012 BEFORE I MEET YOUR SON ON 14 OCTOBER 2012... I STARTED TO
CLUB BECAUSE OF STRESS DUE TO MY PREVIOUS RELATIONSHIP... IT IS
NOT MY PARENTS FAULT... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FAMILY...
THEN I MEET YOUR SON (FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN) ON THE 14TH WITH HIS
FRIENDS AT MOS... HE CALL ME TO DANCE WITH HIM WHEN I WAS HIGH...
HE WAS ON THINGS THAT NIGHT... WE WERE EXCHANGING NUMBER THAT DAY
AND NOW WE STILL STICK TOGETHER...
YOU SAID I AM NOT A GOOD MUSLIM... I UNDERSTAND... HOW CRUEL ARE YOU
TO BREAK YOUR SON'S HEART ??? I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG TO HIM...
I'VE CHANGE BECAUSE OF ALLAH WITH HIS HELP... IS THAT SO WRONG ???
STILL YOU CANT ACCEPT SOMEONE IS CHANGING TO BE A BETTER PERSON ??
YOU SHOULD BE PROUD THAT YOU SON HAD MADE SOMEONE'S HEART OPEN TO
THE RIGHT PATH... HE LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I DO TO HIM... I AM AM SO SINCERE
TO HIS HEART... BUT BECAUSE OF YOU MY HEART HAS BROKEN SO MANY TIMES...
ONE DAY YOU WILL REALIZE WHEN I AM NOT HERE ANY MORE YOU WILL
ASKING FORGIVENESS TO ALLAH FOR SEPARATING US...
HOW SURE ARE YOU TO CHOOSE A MATCH FOR YOU SON ??? WILL HE BE HAPPY IN
THE FUTURE ??? YOU ARE GOING TO CHOOSE A GOOD MUSLIMAH ???
WITH THE HIJAB ALL THAT ??? WILL SHE ACCEPT YOUR SON WHEN SHE KNOWS
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR SON'S PAST ??? SHE WILL DOUBT THAT YOUR FAMILY
ARE NOT A GOOD MUSLIM TO JUST LIKE YOU DOUBT MY FAMILY...
WE CHANGE SO MUCH TO BE A GOOD ISLAM... I NEVER LOOK BACK ON MY PAST
SO SHOULD YOU... WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO ACCEPT THE FAITH IF YOU
KEEP ON LOOKING BACK ??? LET BYGONE BE BYGONE... IF I CAN CHANGE THIS
WORLD BACK I'LL BE WHAT YOU WANT... BUT UNFORTUNATELY I CAN'T...
STOP TALKING ABOUT OUR PAST... YOU ARE PARENT... AUNTY -----> YOU SAID
YOU KNOW YOUR SON WHEN YOU CALL ME THAT DAY... WHAT YOU KNOW ???
NOTHING??? IF YOU KNOW YOUR SON THEN YOUR FAMILY SHOULD'NT BE
CRACKING ISNT IT....
WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE IN THE SAME SITUATION LIKE US??? JUST
GIVE UP??? ARE A QUITTER ??? YOU HAVE BEEN TRAVELLING TO SO MUCH
PLACES... THEN YOU SHOULD SEE THE WORLD HOW FAST THE WORLD HAD CHANGE..
HE DONT WANT TO LOOSE YOU NOR ME... BUT YOU THE ONE THAT FORCE HIM TO
CHOOSE... NOW I'LL DECIDE WHAT IS IT GONNA BE... I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM
UNLESS YOU "REDHA" WITH OUR RELATIONSHIP... BUT I HAVE TO GIVE UP
MY SOUL FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR FAMILY... I HAVE TO SACRIFICE A LOT FOR MY
YOUR IMMATURE THINKING... WOULD YOU BE HAPPY THEN??? EVEN ALLAH FORGIVE
EVERY SINS THAT WE DO WHY CANT YOU... HMMMM
PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR SON FOR ME BECAUSE I KNOW BEFORE THIS
YOU NEVER DO... ALL YOU DID IS JUST BLAMING HIM TO SATISFIED YOUR
ANGER... SHAME ON YOU... SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF HIM HE LOOK SAD WHEN
IM GONNA LEFT...
HE SAID THE ONLY PERSON WHO CARE IN HIS FAMILY IS HIS LITTLE SISTER
TO MY BELOVED FIANCE
I CHERISH EVERY MOMENT WITH YOU... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND GOD KNOWS
I DO... LET ME BECOME YOUR SWEETEST MEMORY FOR YOU... NO ONE CAN
REPLACE YOU... THANK YOU FOR ALL THE JOY...
IN MEMORY
Sunday 8 July 2012
Akulah Air :')
Salam,
Aku seperti lelaki yang tiada perasaan..mungkin aku bnyak buat salah dengan mu..tp aku tau dalam setiap perhubungan ade Air dan Api..aku adalah Air yang berada dalam hubungan ini..setiap Api yang marak merah menyala, aku lah pemadamnye..
Tapi,
aku hanyalah air yang hanya mengikut haluan dan liku2 kehidupan..Api yang ego menyala dengan marak memandang Air ini kecil sahaja..Air yang sedikit boleh kering dan hilang dalam semarak Api..Air juga ada kuatnya, die boleh memadam Api dengan pertolongan Angin..Angin adelah sifat REDHA dan SEMANGAT kepada Air..
aku tau Api pernah ckp kepadaku yang Api akan marak dan tidak akan tunduk kepada Air..Api berlajar dengan pengalaman yang die pernah kecapi dahulu..Walaupun Api bersalah, namun Air jugak yang mengalah dan berserah demi mempertahankan hubungan antara Api dan Air.
Api mengherdik Air walaupun si Api tau die yang bersalah sebenarnya..Air menerima kritikan itu lantas menyiram dan memeluk Api untuk menenangkannya.. Walaupun Air ini sedikit dan die mungkin tidak dapat melawan Api, tetapi Air yang bersama sifat Angin InsyaAllah dapat memadamkan Api..
Sayang,
Dengan doa dan kejujuran tunangmu, aku yakin kamu akan lebih menyayangiku..Jujurlah kepadaku :')
Maafkan ku wahai TunangKu..
Salam yayang. :')
-Fuad-
Aku seperti lelaki yang tiada perasaan..mungkin aku bnyak buat salah dengan mu..tp aku tau dalam setiap perhubungan ade Air dan Api..aku adalah Air yang berada dalam hubungan ini..setiap Api yang marak merah menyala, aku lah pemadamnye..
Tapi,
aku hanyalah air yang hanya mengikut haluan dan liku2 kehidupan..Api yang ego menyala dengan marak memandang Air ini kecil sahaja..Air yang sedikit boleh kering dan hilang dalam semarak Api..Air juga ada kuatnya, die boleh memadam Api dengan pertolongan Angin..Angin adelah sifat REDHA dan SEMANGAT kepada Air..
aku tau Api pernah ckp kepadaku yang Api akan marak dan tidak akan tunduk kepada Air..Api berlajar dengan pengalaman yang die pernah kecapi dahulu..Walaupun Api bersalah, namun Air jugak yang mengalah dan berserah demi mempertahankan hubungan antara Api dan Air.
Api mengherdik Air walaupun si Api tau die yang bersalah sebenarnya..Air menerima kritikan itu lantas menyiram dan memeluk Api untuk menenangkannya.. Walaupun Air ini sedikit dan die mungkin tidak dapat melawan Api, tetapi Air yang bersama sifat Angin InsyaAllah dapat memadamkan Api..
Sayang,
Dengan doa dan kejujuran tunangmu, aku yakin kamu akan lebih menyayangiku..Jujurlah kepadaku :')
Maafkan ku wahai TunangKu..
Salam yayang. :')
-Fuad-
Monday 2 July 2012
Susah Diungkap, Maafkan Saya
Date : 2 JULAI 2012
Day : Monday
Assalamualaikum Nur Anis.
Mmg dalam perhubungan ini ade pergaduhan dan ade kebahagiaan.
Yayang ssh nak terangkan mcm mane keadaan syg sekarang.. seriously syg terlalu stress dengan final work and at the same time i must follow up with my case..
Ya Allah, Besarnya Dugaan Mu,
Syg nak bg tau bby yang syg sekarang bukan suke2 xnak jumpe bby..syg bukan sengaje x nak jumpe bby..cume dalam keadaan syg sekarang mmg mcm huru hara..seriously dalam keadaan nie, syg memerlukan bby, but at the same time keadaan ini juga tidak membolehkan kite berjumpe..kalau nak jumpe, syg ade time2 yang betol untuk kite berjumpe.
Walaupun kite berjauhan, tp percayalah syg mmg sygkan bby.. time syg stress gile, syg open my gallery in my phone, and i scroll our picture..mmg nak menitis jugak air mate nih tp syg tau bby pun mesti buat mcm tuh jugak kan.:')
Nur Anis, Fuad sygkan bby..
Walaupun hati nih bnyak terhiris, but bby pun kenal syg kan..syg nih mmg jenis redha jer..yang penting syg jujur dengan bby and syg percaye bby.:')
u ar my only ONE!
Maafkan Saya Nur Anis..
Ikhlas.
-TunangMu- <3
Friday 15 June 2012
DEPRESSION
DATE : 15 JUN 2012
DAY : FRIDAY
I SHOULD NOT SAY TO YOU THAT WORD IM THE ONE WHO IS STUPID NOT YOU . . .
IM HAVING A CONFUSED AND A VERY TIRING DAY . . . I DID NOT WISH TO SAY
ANYTHING THEN JUST EASE MY SELF . . . I HAVE BEEN TIRED DEALING WITH THE
STUPID PEOPLE IN THE HOSPITAL AND WHAT I NEED IS A TIME OF MY SELF AND
A UNDERSTANDING PARTNER . . . WHEN I SAID WAIT IT MEANS YOU HAVE TO WAIT . . .
WHY DID YOU ALWAYS IMPATIENT ? ? ? AS IF YOU LIKE ME YELLING AT YOU . . .
THEN WHY DID YOU ASK ME FOR SYMPATHY BECAUSE I YELLED AT YOU ? ? ?
IT'S YOUR FAULT THEN YOU WANT AN APOLOGY ? ? ? NOW I AM SO TIRED
MY BODY IS FATIGUE . . . I DON'T NEED ANYTHING JUST SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO
WHAT I SAID . . . EVENTUALLY YOU DONT HAVE THE CRITERIA TO LISTEN TO ME . . .
I'VE BEEN EXPRESS MY FEELING TOWARDS TWITTER BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS OPEN
YOUR TWITTER . . . IF YOU NOTICE I WROTE " TAK NAK TAG KITA PON " BUT
I HAVE A POSITIVE THINKING . . . I THINK YOU DID NOT OPEN YOUR TWITTER
BUT YOU DID OPEN YOUR TWITTER BUT YOU TAG YOUR FRIEND . . .
AM I LESS IMPORTANT ? ? ? TELL ME AM I ? ? ? THAT IS WHY I CALLED YOU STUPID . . .
CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT . . . ALTHOUGH IT WAS SMALL MATTER BUT
I HAVE A SENSATIVE HEART . . . THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID MAKES ME ANGRY
BUT I KEPT GIVING YOU CHANCES TO CHANGE . . .
EVEN WHEN I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE . . .
USELESS, LONELY, FATIGUE, FED UP, ANGRY, AND TIRED . . .
HOPE YOU WILL MAKE YOUR DECISION ABOUT HAVING ME AS YOUR PARTNER . . .
STOP TRYING TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PATIENT WHEN I YELLED
AT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOUR FRIEND RELATIONSHIP IS ROTTING . . . BUT
TRY TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP BY UNDERSTANDING AND YOUR HEART . . .
THINK ABOUT IT . . .
DAY : FRIDAY
I SHOULD NOT SAY TO YOU THAT WORD IM THE ONE WHO IS STUPID NOT YOU . . .
IM HAVING A CONFUSED AND A VERY TIRING DAY . . . I DID NOT WISH TO SAY
ANYTHING THEN JUST EASE MY SELF . . . I HAVE BEEN TIRED DEALING WITH THE
STUPID PEOPLE IN THE HOSPITAL AND WHAT I NEED IS A TIME OF MY SELF AND
A UNDERSTANDING PARTNER . . . WHEN I SAID WAIT IT MEANS YOU HAVE TO WAIT . . .
WHY DID YOU ALWAYS IMPATIENT ? ? ? AS IF YOU LIKE ME YELLING AT YOU . . .
THEN WHY DID YOU ASK ME FOR SYMPATHY BECAUSE I YELLED AT YOU ? ? ?
IT'S YOUR FAULT THEN YOU WANT AN APOLOGY ? ? ? NOW I AM SO TIRED
MY BODY IS FATIGUE . . . I DON'T NEED ANYTHING JUST SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO
WHAT I SAID . . . EVENTUALLY YOU DONT HAVE THE CRITERIA TO LISTEN TO ME . . .
I'VE BEEN EXPRESS MY FEELING TOWARDS TWITTER BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS OPEN
YOUR TWITTER . . . IF YOU NOTICE I WROTE " TAK NAK TAG KITA PON " BUT
I HAVE A POSITIVE THINKING . . . I THINK YOU DID NOT OPEN YOUR TWITTER
BUT YOU DID OPEN YOUR TWITTER BUT YOU TAG YOUR FRIEND . . .
AM I LESS IMPORTANT ? ? ? TELL ME AM I ? ? ? THAT IS WHY I CALLED YOU STUPID . . .
CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT . . . ALTHOUGH IT WAS SMALL MATTER BUT
I HAVE A SENSATIVE HEART . . . THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU DID MAKES ME ANGRY
BUT I KEPT GIVING YOU CHANCES TO CHANGE . . .
EVEN WHEN I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE . . .
USELESS, LONELY, FATIGUE, FED UP, ANGRY, AND TIRED . . .
HOPE YOU WILL MAKE YOUR DECISION ABOUT HAVING ME AS YOUR PARTNER . . .
STOP TRYING TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PATIENT WHEN I YELLED
AT YOU JUST BECAUSE YOUR FRIEND RELATIONSHIP IS ROTTING . . . BUT
TRY TO SAVE THIS RELATIONSHIP BY UNDERSTANDING AND YOUR HEART . . .
THINK ABOUT IT . . .
Monday 28 May 2012
X SIAPA YANG TAHU
DATE : 28 MEI 2012
DAY : MONDAY
PEDIH DI HATI TAK SIAPA YANG TAHU... AQ CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA UNTUK MENUTUP SEGALA KESAKITAN YANG BERLAKU...
SOMETIMES PEOPLE JUST TO STUPID TO UNDERSTAND YOUR HEART... KEEP IT SIMPLE JANGAN BAGI ORANG LAIN PEGANG HATI KITA KALAU KITA MEMANG BELUM NAK KAHWIN DENGAN DIA... SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST WORTHLESS...
MAAF?
DOES IT ENOUGH?
SAMA KE DENGAN KESAKITAN YANG KITA RASA ? HUH !
HOPE ALLAH TINGKAT KAN LAH KESABARAN AKU DALAM MENEMPUH SEGALA DUGAAN... AQ X DA HAK NAK BERKATA APA2... SEMUA KITA KENA BUAT SENDIRI.. JAGA HATI SENDIRI SEBAB TAK NAK DI SAKITI DENGAN TERUK... AKU AKAN KURANG KAN KASIH SAYANG AKU PADA DIA SEBAB HATI AKU SAKIT SANGAT BILA DIA BUSY...
HMMM.....
INI KAH BALASAN ATAS APA YANG TELAH AKU BUAT PADA MU YA ALLAH AKU REDHA....
SESUNGGUH NYA HATI KU DAN CINTA KU INI BUKAN UNTUK DI PERMAIN KAN... AKU HANYA NSAN BIASA BANYAK BUAT SALAH...
TENANG KAN LAH HATI HANBA MU YA ALLAH....
AKU HARUS KUAT UNTUK DI AKU SENDIRI SEBAB AKU TAHU HANYA AKU YANG MAMPU JAGA DIRI KU HATI KU DAN CINTA KU....
KALAU DI BUKAN UNTUK KU KAU AMBIL LAH DIA... TEMUKAN DENGAN JODOH NYA ... AKU MENDOA UNTUK YANG TERBAIK BUAT DIRI KU DAN DIRI NYA...
SINCERELY,
ANIS CHIA
DAY : MONDAY
PEDIH DI HATI TAK SIAPA YANG TAHU... AQ CUBA SEDAYA UPAYA UNTUK MENUTUP SEGALA KESAKITAN YANG BERLAKU...
SOMETIMES PEOPLE JUST TO STUPID TO UNDERSTAND YOUR HEART... KEEP IT SIMPLE JANGAN BAGI ORANG LAIN PEGANG HATI KITA KALAU KITA MEMANG BELUM NAK KAHWIN DENGAN DIA... SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST WORTHLESS...
MAAF?
DOES IT ENOUGH?
SAMA KE DENGAN KESAKITAN YANG KITA RASA ? HUH !
HOPE ALLAH TINGKAT KAN LAH KESABARAN AKU DALAM MENEMPUH SEGALA DUGAAN... AQ X DA HAK NAK BERKATA APA2... SEMUA KITA KENA BUAT SENDIRI.. JAGA HATI SENDIRI SEBAB TAK NAK DI SAKITI DENGAN TERUK... AKU AKAN KURANG KAN KASIH SAYANG AKU PADA DIA SEBAB HATI AKU SAKIT SANGAT BILA DIA BUSY...
HMMM.....
INI KAH BALASAN ATAS APA YANG TELAH AKU BUAT PADA MU YA ALLAH AKU REDHA....
SESUNGGUH NYA HATI KU DAN CINTA KU INI BUKAN UNTUK DI PERMAIN KAN... AKU HANYA NSAN BIASA BANYAK BUAT SALAH...
TENANG KAN LAH HATI HANBA MU YA ALLAH....
AKU HARUS KUAT UNTUK DI AKU SENDIRI SEBAB AKU TAHU HANYA AKU YANG MAMPU JAGA DIRI KU HATI KU DAN CINTA KU....
KALAU DI BUKAN UNTUK KU KAU AMBIL LAH DIA... TEMUKAN DENGAN JODOH NYA ... AKU MENDOA UNTUK YANG TERBAIK BUAT DIRI KU DAN DIRI NYA...
SINCERELY,
ANIS CHIA
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