IM HERE! :')

DATE : 8 JANUARY 2012
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : ENSTEK, NILAI
TIME : 4.58 p.m




hmm..where are u NOW?? 


Yaa mmg syg xder kat sebelah bby dan depan bby..
tp pecayelah yang syg ade sentiase ade kat dalam hati bby..
mmg susah buktikan..tp syg tau bby rase syg tetap ade kat dalam hati bby..
care pemikiran manusia berlainan bby..
tp 
bg syg bby terlalu bnyak pikir n then bende tuh yg bnyak bermain dalam fikiran bby.




Mmg buat mase sekarang kite mmg x boleh nak ape yg bby inginkan *bby tau maksud syg kan


But at the same time, selagi kite dalam sesuatu perhubungan..kite kene teroskan walau ape pun yg terjadi.
syg tau bby tgh pk ape skrang nih..
bby mungkin x dpt TUNGGU..




Tp pecayelah Nur Anis,
kalau kasih sayang tuh ikhlas dan tulus,
berape lame lah hubungan tuh berlansung,
bby sanggup tunggu smpai ending yang bby inginkan..




Syg seriously ssh nak luahkan ape yg syg rase, 
sebab syg tau kalau syg luahkan pun,
bby x leh wat pape,
so i decide to keep in my heart..
biar syg sakit hati n kecewe n trase..


TAPI JGN BBY RASE MCM TUH!!!




Thats my promise yg bby leh nmpak skrang..
syg sanggup buat ape saje utk gembirekan bby..




Syg tau kalau bby selalu bnyak pikir,
mmg syg lah tempat kne hentam dgn pemikiran yg negatif tuh.
tp x pe..
seperti mane yg syg bgtau bby..I KNOW U!!.
so bg syg bende tuh dh mule lali ngn syg..
ape yg syg leh buat, syg leh nasihatkan bby..
mmg syg xder kat sebelah bby, but syg yakin bby leh STOP pikir yg bukan2..




Perasaan yg syg sendri x tau ape bende, tibe2 dpt pagi td..
psal kes pagi td tuh mmg syg trkejut tibe2 bby ckp bby bnyak pikir..




Kalau syg ade kat sane, syg dh lame GONCANG bby tau x!!!
mule2 mmg rase GERAM gile..tp syg pikir balik itu bukan care yg baik tok bby..


I KNOW U mcm mane!!


so i decide supaye bg bby relax n bg tau "JANGAN BNYAK PIKIR K BBY, G TIDO!!"
but u just ignore..
syg time uh x tau nak wat ape lagi..hmm 
syg hanye boleh bertawakal dan berserah kat ALLAH..


Sayang,
im so worried bout u bile bby nak bgtau yg bby nak kuar g Alamanda..
Omangaii!!! tokojut den!..dh la syg risau psal bby sbb bby time uh tgk bnyak pikir,
pastuh nak kuar plak..hmm


syg bukan ape, im just worried bout u!..
yaa..bby ckp bnyak kali  "IM OK"!!..zzz
itu ayat paling syg agak2 meluat.
because of What!!


-syg tau la bby cm ner..syg kenal bby!
-syg dpt rase ape yg bby rase
-bby dh ade half of my soul.


-sebab I LOVE U SO MUCH! *melody Nur anis


kalau syg x der kat sisi bby, syg harap bby dapat jage diri bby baik2..
mmg syg x der kat sebelah bby, tp syg nak bby tau yg syg 


SENTIASE ADE DALAM HATI NUR ANIS!!!!


I so worried bout u & I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BBY! :')

*nie muke time die risaukan kite..

comel sgt smpai syg xsanggup nak kecewe hatikan Nur Anis :')

i miss u <3

-your lovely Fiance-

TRUE ❤

DATE : 6 JANUARY 2012
DAY : FRIDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
TIME : 1.16 p.m

          HAVE YOU EVER WONDER YOU WOULD MEET SOMEONE LIKE ME ? ? ?


HAVE YOU EVER WONDER TO MARRIED SOMEONE LIKE ME ? ? ? AM I WHAT YOU


FIND AFTER ALL THIS YEARS ? ? ? DID I APPEAR AS WHAT YOU EXPECTED ? ? ?


^_^




NO!


I'M DIFFERENT . . .


YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION ON ME . . .


I AM A SOCIAL GIRL


I WILL COST YOU A LOT OF MONEY


I AM NOT THE TYPE OF GIRL YOU WANNA MAKE AS YOUR WIFE


IT'S HARD TO BE HANDLE




BUT IT'S OK FOR ME . . . THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE RISK TO KNOW ME . . . THANK


YOU FOR NOT JUDGING THE BOOK BY IT'S COVER . . . 




TRUE LOVE.........


WHAT IS TRUE LOVE ? ? ?

TRUE LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT EVERYONE WANTS TO FEEL . . .THE 

MOST BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT HAPPEN TO SOMEONE . . . IT IS MORE

THEN FALLING IN LOVE . . . FIRST IS TRUST . . . I HAVE TRUSTED

YOU SO MUCH THAT I AM TAKING THE RISK BY GIVING YOU MY LIFE,

MY TIME, MY LOVE, MY HEART AND MY SOUL TO BE WITH YOU

IN THIS LIFE AND THE AFTER LIFE . . . 

HOW I KNOW YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE . . .

BECAUSE EVERY PROBLEM THAT WE FACE . . . YOU MAKES IT A TEST

FOR THE FEELINGS AND 

STRENGTHEN OUR RELATIONSHIP . . .

YOU STAND UP FOR MY PRIDE . . . YOU BRING MY TRUST BACK . . .

WHEN I FORGET THERE IS STILL EXIST A PEOPLE LIKE YOU . . .

I THOUGHT THERE IS NO ONE CAN BE TRUST NOWADAYS . . . BUT . . .

YOU! MAKES ME BELIEVE IN  EVERY WORD YOU SAID . . . YOU! NEVER

BROKE YOUR PROMISES . . .  WHILE OTHER HAVE BROKE ALL THE 

PROMISES THEIR MADE . . . THAT'S WHY YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE

DIFFERENT THEN ALL OF THEM . . . WHAT THEY SAID IS EMPTY . . .

AN EMPTY PROMISES . . . SO CRUEL . . . SO COLD . . . SO DISAPPOINTED

WHEN WE CHOOSE A DIFFERENT PERSON . . . 

TRUE LOVE IS CARE . . .

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU 

MAKE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN TO ME

FEELS FINE AND LOVED WHEN THAT TIME

I FEEL SO UNSECURED AND SCARED . . .

DID I NEED A REASON TO LOVE YOU ? ? ?

I FEEL EVERY HEARTBEATS FROM YOUR HEART . . . OUR HEART BEATS 

AT THE SAME TIME . . . 

SAYANG . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

LIKE I TOLD YOU . . . YOU ARE ALLAH'S GREATEST CREATION THAT BEEN 

CREATED ONLY FOR ME! 

THE GREATEST VERSION OF MY LIFE

THE GREATEST FEELINGS IS BE WITH YOU EVERY SINGLE TIME . . .

IF MY FRIENDS ASK ME TO GO OUT WITH THEM . . . . I WON'T GO BECAUSE

I WANT TO SKYPE WITH YOU . . . 

LOOK AT ME SAYANG . . . . . . . 

I WANTED TO BE THE BEST WOMAN IN YOUR LIFE . . .

THE GREATEST WIFE . . .

I WON'T LEAVE YOU . . . SO THAT ONE DAY WHEN I FINALLY ENDING MY 

LIFE . . . MEETING OUR CREATOR . . . LAYING ON THE HOSPITAL BED . . .

LOOKING SO PALE . . . WRINKLE ALL OVER MY FACE . . . WITH OUR CHILD 

BY MY SIDE . . . I WILL SAID TO THEM . . .

CHILD DO YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING ? ? ?

YOUR FATHER WON'T LEAVE ME . . . DO YOU KNOW WHY ? ? ?

BECAUSE ........................

I NEVER LEAVE HIM ❤

THAT IS HOW I KNOW YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME!

BE MY GUIDE

DATE : 5 JANUARY 2012
TIME : 9.00 A.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD



            THE MORNING BREEZE FEELS SO COLD . . . SO FRESH . . . SO WARM . . . TO START


MY DAY WITH A SMILE AND A KISS . . .  A MORNING KISS IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED TO


FORGET ABOUT MY PAST . . . DEEP IN MY HEART SOMETIMES I REGRET ABOUT MEETING


THE PERSON AT MY PAST . . . BUT I CANNOT REGRET . . . I NEED IT TO GO THROUGH MY


LIFE . . .  THE BEST TEACHER IS THE EXPERIENCE . . . EXPERIENCE IS FROM THE PAST . . .


I THANK TO ALLAH FOR FINALLY MEETING YOU NOW . . . I CAN WAIT FOR YOU FOR


A THOUSAND YEARS . . .







I HAVE BEEN WAITING UNDER THIS FORGOTTEN STOP LIGHT.....


FEELING A LITTLE BIT CRAZY . . . FEVERED . . . HOT . . .


NEXT TO THE CHAMBER HEARTBEAT OF THESE CITY OF INTERSECTIONS.....


WHERE I ONCE LOVED YOU


AND FINALLY LOVING YOU TILL THE END......



WHERE WE ONCE DROVE, PASSING MILE AFTER MILE


THROUGH THE FIRST PLACE WE MEET......

I HAVE BEEN WAITING


LOOKING THROUGH A WINDOW OF YOUR CAR


SEEING THE CASTING IT'S ELECTRIC COLOURS INTO


THE SAME SKY I PRAYED TO ALLAH



THIS IS MY MEASURE OF LOVE FOR YOU........

LOVER, 

I HAVE BEEN WAITING

WATCHING LAMP POST DANCING

IN DREARY DUST

AS TWO CHILDREN KISS FOR THE FIRST TIME

THE SPARKS WHEN OUR LIPS TOUCHES FOR THE

FIRST TIME . . .

OUH HOW IT HAVE BEEN A HEAVEN FOR ME 

FOR MY WHOLE LIFE......

LOVER,

I HAVE BEEN WAITING

SCRATCHING YOUR NAME AS EACH HOUR PASSES

THINLY TIED BY THE RADIO

KNOWING THAT SOMEWHERE OUT THERE

YOU ARE LISTENING ALSO . . .

LISTEN TO MY RHYTHM OF YOUR LOVE........

I AM WAITING,

LOOKING IN THE WINDOW VIEW

SHADOW OF A RAINBOW REPEL THE SOUL WHEN 

CONVERGE UNDER EACH PASSING STREETLIGHT

AS IF MIDNIGHT IS FIGHTING FOR THE HONOUR

TO SIT WHERE YOU DID RIGHT NOW........

THAT IS BESIDE ME AND ALWAYS WILL BE...

ALL THE THINGS THAT HAPPEN I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER TURN

AROUND AND LOOK BACK :)


I'M STILL SCARED ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN IN MY PAST . . .


BE MY GUIDE SAYANG . . .


PROOF TO ME YOU WERE SO MUCH MORE DIFFERENT . . .


THEN THE PERSON THAT LIKE TO HURT ME . . .


I LIVE WITH YOUR LOVE EVERY SINGLE DAY . . .