DAY : FRIDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
TIME : 12:48 AM
SITTING AT THE CORNER IN MY RENTAL HOUSE . . . JUST THINKING ABOUT US . . .
SO COLD . . . SO HURT . . . BEING IGNORED BY YOU . . . HMMMMM . . . I GUESS IM
GOING TO BE USED TO IT . . . I DON'T MIND BE IGNORED . . . I DON'T MIND KEEP
MY FEELINGS TO MY SELF . . . I AM STILL STANDING . . . I STILL CAN PUT A SMILE
ON MY FACE . . . THANKS TO YOU I HAVE BEEN STRONGER AND STRONGER
EVERYDAY . . . STRONGER TO SURVIVE ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU . . .
THANK YOU SO MUCH TO YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE GONNA MAKE ME MUCH MORE
STRONGER THAT I THINK ONE DAY I CAN MANAGE MY SELF NOT TO CRY
IN FRONT OF YOU WHEN MY HEART FALL TO PIECES . . . HOW DEEP THE WOUND IS
I STILL CAN HIDE MY FEELINGS . . .
DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME . . . I AM GROWING STRONGER AND STRONGER
BECAUSE OF YOU . . . BEING IGNORED BY YOU IS NEVER GONNA SPOIL MY MOOD
BEING HURT BY YOU IS NEVER GONNA MAKE ME CRY . . . BUT I JUST SCARED THAT
I WILL BE ENDED UP HAVING NO FEELING TOWARDS YOU ANYMORE . . .
BUT I GUESS YOU WOULD'NT CARE . . . YA . . . I KNOW . . . WHO AM I TO
YOU RITE . . . IM NO BODY . . . IM JUST A SINGLE ME . . . A SINGLE I . . . A ONE
GIRLS THAT IS TRYING TO GROW STRONGER BECAUSE OF YOUR ATTITUDE . . .
BECAUSE OF THE WAY HOW YOU TREAT ME . . . AND I GUESS I AM GOING TO BE
TOUGH UNTIL I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT REMEMBER YOU . . .
SOMETIMES I THINK I AM SELFISH . . . TRUST ME . . . I TRY AND TRY TO
UNDERSTAND YOUR SITUATION . . . I KNOW YOU ARE SO SO SO BUSY WITH
YOUR LIFE . . . YOUR ASSIGNMENT . . . YOUR FRIENDS . . . YOUR FAMILY . . . BUT
I FAILED TO UNDERSTAND YOU BEFORE THIS . . . BUT NOW I JUST WANT YOU TO
KNOW JUST ONE LITTLE SENTENCE . . . " TIME CHANGE , PEOPLE CHANGE SO DO
HEART . IT CHANGE TOO " . . . I DON'T WANT MY HEART TO CHANGE TOWARDS YOU . . .
I DON'T WANT MY HEART STARTED TO LOSE IT REASON TO BEAT . . . I DON'T
WANT MY LIFE TO BECOME MEANINGLESS . . . I DON'T WANT MY SOUL TO LOSE
HOPE AND GIVE UP WHAT WORTH FIGHTING FOR . . .
BUT.................................. ALL THIS THINGS DON'T
DO ANY CHANGES WILL IT NOW . . . YOU JUST DID'NT
CARE ANY MORE . . . YOU JUST DID'NT TRY TO
UNDERSTAND ME ANY MORE . . . YOU JUST DID'NT
BOTHER ABOUT ME ANY MORE . . . THAT'S ALL . . .
HEART ........ HE JUST NEED TIME TO REST . . . THAT'S ALL
HE STILL LOVES YOU . . . JUST SOMETIME HE IS TIRED
THINKING ABOUT YOU . . . PLEASE DEAR HEART . . .
DON'T LOSE HOPE NOW . . . HE NEED HIS SPACE THAT'S
ALL . . .
TEARS DON'T SEEMS TO STOP NOW . . . TEARS WHY DO YOU COME
OUT ? ? ?
BECAUSE ONE DAY WHEN I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO TAKE THE PAINFUL FACT ABOUT
THIS WORLD MY TEARS WON'T COME OUT . . . NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO . . .
NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAID . . . NO MATTER HOW PAINFUL MY HEART'S WOUND . . .
I WILL NEVER CRY . . . I WILL STOP CRYING . . . I WILL FORGET HOW TO CRY . . .
I WILL FORGET HOW TO FEEL PAIN . . . AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ..............................
I WILL FORGET WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE . . .
SAYANG . . . MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE . . . BUT DID YOU
REALLY WANT FOR THE DAY TO COME WHEN I FORGET HOW TO REACT TOWARDS
YOUR LOVE FOR ME ? ? ? CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE OR I'LL CHANGE MY MIND . . .
FROM NOW . . . WHATEVER YOU DO . . . I WON'T BOTHER . . . WHATEVER I FEELS . . .
I WON'T SHOW . . . WHATEVER I DESIRE . . . I WON'T TELL YOU . . . YOU JUST
DO WHATEVER THAT'S MAKE YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY . . .
THAT'S IT . . . I WANT NOTHING MORE THEN THE BEST FOR YOU . . .
MY FEELINGS ? ? ? OUH YA . . . DON'T
BOTHER ABOUT IT . . . MY FEELINGS . . .
I WILL TAKE CARE IT MY SELF . . .
BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO COMFORT
MY HEART . . . I CAN PROTECT MY
HEART FROM DAMAGE ALL THIS YEARS
AND HERE THE PROOF . . . I'M STILL
STANDING . . . I STILL CAN SMILE . . .
I STILL ALIVE . . . :) . . .
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