SAD DAY

DATE : 6 NOVEMBER 2011
DAY : SUNDAY
LOCATION : HOME TOWN JOHORE BAHRU


MOOD : SAD AND FUCKIN' TIRED


        YESTERDAY (5 NOVEMBER, SATURDAY) IS THE SAD DAY FOR ME AND MY


FUTURE FIANCÉ . . . I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOME TOWN AND I CAN SEE FROM HIS


EYES THAT HE REALLY DON'T WANNA ME TO GO BACK TO JOHORE 


BECAUSE IT IS TO FAR AWAY . . . BUT HE ALSO HAVE TO GO BACK MELAKA 


YESTERDAY AFTER SENDING ME TO SEREMBAN . . .




    OH GOD I REALLY GONNA MISS HIM SO BADLY. . .


I AM FULL OF WORRIES BECAUSE WE ALL WERE SO


FUCKIN' EXHAUSTED BECAUSE WE SLEPT FOR 


AN HOUR AND A HALF. . . SHIT MAN. . . SO THAT IS 


WHY I AM SO WORRY ABOUT YOU SAYANG . . .


YOU WERE DRIVING ALONE BACK TO YOUR RENTAL


HOUSE THEN TO YOUR HOUSE. . . HEMMM




      WHEN I HEAR YOU REACH YOUR HOME AND YOUR VILLAGE AT MELAKA I AM


SO HAPPY FOR YOU ^_^. . . AND ABOUT THAT ILLEGAL THING . . . I WILL NOT TAKE 


IT AS I PROMISE YOU . . . WHAT EVER HAPPEN FOR MY EXAM THAT WILL JUST STAY 


LIKE THAT. . . I HAVE NOTHING TO RELIES ON. . . NOTHING TO DEPEND ON. . .


BUT IT'S A BIT HARD TO NOT TAKE THAT BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT BUT


I CAN'T TAKE IT BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WON'T TAKE IT OK ! ! ! IF I FAIL THEN SO


I'M GONNA START WORKING AND STOP STUDYING . . .






      THIS IS ALL BULLSHI* I JUST NEED A MOMENT . . .


I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT'S WHY YOU MY OPEN


YOUR EYES TO SEE WHAT I'VE DONE FOR YOU, WHAT


I SACRIFIES FOR YOU, WHAT I GAVE UP MY 


EVERYTHING JUST TO BE WITH YOU. . . I HOPE YOU 


SEE THAT OK SAYANG ♥. . .




        YESTERDAY IS SO FUCKIN' TIRED DAY BECAUSE


MY KONG KONG B'DAY PARTY AND TODAY IS


EID (HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA) ARGGGHHHH. . . I 


WANNA GO BACK SELANGOR TOMORROW . . .


I CAN'T STAND STAYING HERE. . . IT'S SO EXHAUSTED


(T.T) . . .


      I GOTTA GO FOR THE RAYA THINGY SO DAAAAAA ~


I LOVE YOU SAYANG ♥  LOOKING FORWARD TO 11.11.11 ♥