TIME : 1.14 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD
MY FEELINGS . . . MY HEART . . . MY SOUL . . . MY JOURNEY . . . MY LIFE . . . MY
ADVENTURE . . . MY FUTURE . . . MY ENDINGS . . . MY BEGINNINGS . . . MY DESIRE . . . MY
PLEASURE . . .
IT'S ALL ABOUT ME . . .
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG . . . I WAS FINE BEFORE I MEET YOU . . . I WAS
FINE WITH MY OWN DECISION . . . I WAS FINE LEAVING IN THE WORD THAT FULL
OF STRANGERS . . . I WAS FINE LEADING MY LIFE IN A PAINLESS WAY . . . LEAVING IN
MY OWN CREATION OF SINS . . . BUT THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO COME ALONG ? ? ?
EVERYTIME WE MEET IS A GOOD MEMORY BUT IN THE
END IT IS ALWAYS A BAD MEMORY THAT SEEMS TO BE
FORGOTTEN EACH TIME WE MEET . . . MY HEART STOPS
MY KNEES SHAKING . . . MY TEARS DROPPING . . .
MY SOUL SCREAMING . . . EVERYTHING SEEMS SO
UNPREDICTABLE . . . UNHAPPY . . . UNLUCKY . . .
TILL SOMETIMES I JUST WISH I COULD RUN FROM THIS
SITUATION . . . I COULD JUST DISAPPEARED IN THE THIN
AIR . . . I COULD JUST PUNCH ALL THE THINGS I SEE . . .
I JUST NOT STRONG ENOUGH I GUESS . . .
SHOULD WE JUST STOP HERE ? ? ? MAKE A FULL STOP HERE ? ? ? BUT I CAN'T
SEEMS TO LET YOU GO . . . HOW FAR I RAN . . . HOW FAR I AVOID YOU . . . HOW
BAD I IGNORE YOU . . . HOW MAD I AM WITH YOU . . . IN ANY WAY . . . YOU JUST WONT
DISAPPEARE . . . WHY ? ? ?
IS THIS MY SINS ? ? ? CAUSE I MEET YOU ? ? ? YOU ARE JUST TO GOOD FOR ME . . .
SOMETIMES I JUST THINK THAT WE DESERVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN EACH OTHER . . .
BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO KNOW WHAT OTHER BETTER MAN THAN YOU ? ? ?
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO LET YOU GO . . . YOU JUST STICK TO ME LIKE A
SUPER GLU . . . AND I CAN'T SEEMS TO MAKE YOU HATE ME . . . SO CRUEL AM I
TO LET THE PERSON WHO LOVE ME THE WAY I AM GO JUST LIKE THAT . . .
I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW EVEN MY MOUTH AND ACTION SAY I WANNA LET YOU
GO . . . BUT DID MY HEART TELL YOU THE SAME ? ? ? WHAT MAKES YOU SPECIAL . . .
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT LISTEN TO MY HEART SAYING . . . NOT MY EMOTION AND
REACTION . . .
HOW COULD YOU INVADE MY HEART . . . HOW COULD
YOU JUST LEAVE ME THERE WHEN ALL I WANT IS YOU
TO COME TO ME AND HUG ME . . . HOW COULD YOU . . .
I AM SO PROUD BUT AT THE SAME TIME AM I WORTH
FOR YOU TO FIGHT FOR ? ? ? ME (YOU JUST MEET) OVER
YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS ? ? ?
I JUST WISH FOR THE BEST IN OUR RELATIONSHIP
I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I ACTUALLY WANTS . . .
MAY B IM JUST TIRED WITH ALL THIS BULL SHIT . . .
YOU CAN'T RUN FROM ME CAUSE YOU
JUST INVADE MY HEART AND YOU KNOW
TOO MUCH ABOUT ME . . . THE ONLY WAY
IF YOU GONNA LEAVE ME IS TO ERASE
YOUR MEMORY OF ME . . . :P
I WILL BE FINE EVEN IM NOT FINE . . . I WILL BE OK
EVEN IM NOT OK . . . I WILL BE . . . CAUSE I AM TRYING TO
UNDERSTAND YOU AND CHANGE MY SELF FOR BETTER
IN MY FUTURE ^_^
I LOVE YOU SAYANG . . . IM JUST A PSYCHO GIRL :P
WHO JUST GETTING LUCKY FOR HAVING THE ONES THAT
I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME FOR ACCEPTING ME THE
WAY I AM EVEN AFTER WHAT I'VE DONE IN LIFE . . .
EVERY SINS I'VE DONE . . . MY BAD SIDE . . . THE MOST
HARDEST PART TO ACCEPT IN SOME OONE BUT HE
ACCEPT IT IN A SHORT TIME @.@ AMAZING IS'NT IT
MAY BE ALLAH JUST LOVES ME
THAT'S WHY ALLAH
GIVES ME
FUAD AMIRUDDIN
HAVING FUAD AMIRUDDIN
AS MY SOULMATE
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