Sunday, 13 May 2012

HEAVEN TOUCHED

DATE : 13 MEI 2012
DAY : SUNDAY
TIME : 7 SHARP


I HAVE SACRIFICE SO MUCH FOR YOU... I EVEN LOVE YOU WHEN NO ONE AROUND

YOU... WHEN NO HEART CARES YOU... WHEN NO WEALTH AROUND YOU...

I AM NOT WEALTHY AS THE RICH MAN APPEARS TO BE... IM JUST AN AVERAGE ME...

I DID NOT HOPE ANYTHING IN RETURN BUT YOUR TIME...


ALTHOUGH I AM NOT BY YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU WERE BORN BUT I THINK

I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU... MAY BE NOT YOUR PAST BUT YOUR

PRESENT WITH ME... FORGIVE ME WHEN I'M SUDDENLY MOODY WHEN I AM

STILL TRAUMATIZED BY YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER SPEAKS... I DID NOT

WISH TO LET YOU GO UNLESS YOU LET ME GO...



HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE IS LIKE A HEAVEN ON EARTH... LIKE A RAINBOW AFTER

A STORMY RAIN... LIKE A LOVE WITH NO CONFLICT... AND LIKE A WIFE

LOVING HER HUSBAND ...


SO CRUEL WHEN SOMEONE IS TRYING TO SEPARATE A PURE LOVE... SO CRUEL

WHEN SOMEONE TRYING TO STOP US FROM LOVING EACH OTHER... WHAT

HAVE I DONE... I KNOW I AM NOT A GOOD MUSLIM... BUT CAN I CHANGE FROM

BAD TO GOOD ? ? ?

IS THAT ACCEPTABLE ???

WHAT IS MY PAST IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL . . .

WHAT IS MY PAST WAS NOT EVEN YOUR CONCERN . . .

WHY CAN'T YOU BE MATURED AND THINK LET BYGONE BE BYGONE ? ? ?

I LOVE YOUR SON MAY BE MORE THEN YOU DO . . .

I WILL TAKE WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO STAND UP FOR WHAT IS RIGHT FOR ME . . .



I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON HAPPINESS . . .

I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON CARRIER . . .

I AM THE KEY TO YOUR SON FUTURE . . .

BUT . . .

I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON HEART BROKEN . . .

I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON BAD MEMORIES . . .

AND I AM ALSO THE KEY TO YOUR SON SADNESS . . .



SAYANG . . .

DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN THE TIME YOU CALL ME TO DANCE WITH YOU ? ? ?

I NEVER HAD REALIZE THAT YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT TO ME UNTIL THIS DAY

HAVE COME . . .

THAT DAY I JUST KNEW YOU WERE LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE . . .

BUT YOU HAVE A BIG COURAGE TO CHANGE MY THOUGHT OF YOU . . .

THAT IS WHY YOU WERE DIFFERENT THEN . . .

THERE NEVER BE ANOTHER LOVE FOR SURE . . .

STONE HEAVY LIKE THE LOVE YOU'VE SHOWED. . .

OUR LOVE IS LIKE A SOLID ROCK . . .

FOREVER WE WILL STAY . . .

UNTOUCHED AND UNBREAKABLE . . .

HARD TO BUILD AND LIKE A HEAVEN TOUCHED ...


HAPPY 6 MONTH ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY SYG ...

HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL FUTURE . . .

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

THINGS I DO TO EASE MY HEART !

DATE : 25 APRIL 2012
TIME : : 10:35 P.M
DAY : WEDNESDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD




PEOPLE AROUND ALWAYS KEEP ME ACCOMPANY . . . BUT YET THEY STILL HAVE NOT


MAKES MY HEART TO THE DEEPEST EASE . . .


WHEN YOU WERE HERE I GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SEEM TO BE A VERY


ENJOYABLE THINGS TO DO . . . 


BUT WHEN YOU WERE NOT HERE I O OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SEEM TO BE NOTHING


BUT EMPTY . . .


HAVE YOU PUT A CHARM ON ME ? ? ? 


TODAY YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE IN MALAYSIA ALREADY BUT YET


ALLAH WANTED TO TEST MY PATIENT TOWARDS HIS TEST . . .


HE MAKE YOUR FLIGHT DELAY BY 7 HOURS . . . 


I ACCEPT IT AS THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO . . . ALLAH IS ALMIGHTY . . .


ALL THE UNIVERSE BOW DOWN BEFORE HIM . . .



I AM JUST AN AVERAGE GIRL THAT WAITING HER LOVE ONES TO COME BACK


MALAYSIA TO BE HUG , TO BE KISS , TO BE LOVE AND TO BE HOLD . . .


WHAT I CAN DO IS JUST PRAY PRAY PRAY TO ALLAH SO YOU HAVE


A SAVE JOURNEY BACK HERE . . .



I MAY BE STUPID TO WHO EVER THAT READ THIS . . . THAT IS BECAUSE I WROTE


THIS BLOG WITHOUT AN EGO TOWARDS MY SELF . . .  


WHEN YOU SAY THAT  " I KNOW YOU MISS ME RITE " I REPLIED   " NO"


THAT IS BECAUSE THE WORDS IS FULL WITH EGO AND PRIDE . . .


IM SORRY I LET MY EGO GO TO YOU . . .


SINCE YOU WERE NOT HERE I HAVE BECOME A GOOD GIRL ^_^ . . .


I NEVER GO OUT LATE AT NIGHT . . .


I DID MY ASSIGNMENT WELL . . .


I OFTEN CLEAN MY BED . . .


I SLEEP EARLY . . .


I  CALL MY MUM AND MY DAD OFTEN . . .


I PRAY HARD . . .


OUH AND I EVEN WEAR MY HIJAB TO CLASS . . .


HEEE ^_^ . . .



BUT . . .


 WHEN YOU WERE NOT HERE


I LOST MY APPETITE


I HAVE NOT  COOK IN MY HOUSE


I OFTEN ONLINE IN CLASS BECAUSE I WANT TO BE THERE WHEN YOU ONLINE


I HAVE NOT BEEN EATING RICE OFTEN


I HARDLY BECOME EASY TO GET SICK







I MISS YOU . . . YOU KNOW . . .


JUST NOW I BECOME LIKE CRAZY PERSON . . .


I TALK TO A VIDEO . . .


THE VIDEO YOU MAKE FOR ME . . . I TRANSFER IT TO MY PHONE SO IT BECOME


EASY TO WATCH WHEN EVER I FEEL ALONE . . .



THIS VIDEO MY FAVOURITE PART IS WHEN 4:55 TILL THE END . . . AND I ANSWER


IT . . . I SAID "I LOVE YOU TO SO MOUCH ~     SAYANGGG~ ( MY MELODY )


HMMM . . . CRAZY ME . . . THANKS FOR THE VIDEO . . . I LOVE IT . . .




I NEVER REALIZE WHAT I HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE . . . I CAN FINISH A LOT OF MONEY


JUST TO CALL YOU . . . JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE . . .




CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I FEEL ? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I FEEL ? I PRAY TO ALLAH


ONCE JUST TO MAKE YOU APPEAR IN MY DREAMS . . . BUT YOU DID NOT


BECAUSE I CAN NOT HARDLY REMEMBERED . . .




THEN I LOOK AT THE VIDEO THAT YOU MAKE ON OUR ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY


SUDDENLY I SMILE . . . 


MEMORIES DOES NOT FADE . . .


I REMEMBERED THAT YOU WERE DRAWING IT WHEN WE WERE SKYPING . . .


I ASK YOU " WHAT ARE YOU WRITING DOWN THERE ? "


THEN YOU SAID " IT WAS MY ASSIGNMENT "


YOU LIED TO SURPRISE ME . . . 


I AM TRULY GRATEFUL  TO HAVE YOU AS MY FIANCÉ AND MY FUTURE WIFE . . .




I EVEN ACT LIKE A PERVERT HEHEHEHE !


I ALWAYS GO TO YOUR FACEBOOK PROFILE JUST TO SEE YOUR LATEST PICTURE


AND DOWNLOAD IT WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION . . . 


SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT . . .




THIS IS THE COLLECTION OF YOUR PICTURE THAT I TOOK 










WAITING FOR YOU WITH LOVE . . .

Friday, 20 April 2012

5 DAYS WITHOUT HIM

DATE : 20 APRIL 2012
DAY : FRIDAY
TIME : 7.26
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD




ASSALAMUALAIKUM

DAH MASUK HARI YANG KELIMA DAH DIA PERGI KE MEKAH MENGERJAKAN

UMRAH . SO SAYA AS USUAL MENUNGGU AND MENGIRA HARI KEPULANGAN DIA .

TAK TAHU NAK BAGI SURPRISE APE NANTI TIME DIA BALIK . HMMM ANY

SUGGESTION GUYS NAK BAGI APA ? SEBAB GUYS LAH YANG TAHU BARANG GUYS

KAN . HMMM


AQ TENGAH MAKAN BUBUR KOSONG DENGAN AYAM GORENG ( SAVE BUDJET )

HAHAHA . SEDIH TUNANG AQ KALAU DENGAR SEBAB DIA BAGI AQ DUIT

NAFKAH :)  HEEE.. OUH AND SOME COCA COLA . AHAHHAHA AIR DIA

GRAND PULAK KIHKIHKIH .



5 HARI LAGI.... 5 HARI LAGI .... SABAAAAAAAAAA ......

LAMANYA ....... :(


HMMM TAK PE LAH BIAR AQ TERLEBIH TIDUR 10 HARI NI ......

TIME DIA TAK DE NIE AQ TIDUR AWAL SANGAT2 .....

MALAM NIE MEMBER KELAS AJAK G KAROKE... NAK NYANYI LAGU

CINTA-MENCINTAI DARI NURUL & AJAI LAH.... HUHUHU


DULU AQ TAK SUKA KAROKR SEBAB MALU, SUARA TAK SEDAP AND TAK DE

FEEL ....

TAPI SEJAK2 NIE AQ TAHU DYE NAK G UMRAH DAN AQ TAHU NANTI AQ

KESEORANGAN AQ G LA KAROKE TETIBE MACAM BEST LAK.... HEEEE

DULU TUNANG AQ SUKA G KAROKE ....

TIME KITORANG BARU2 KENAL DULU 1ST TIME G KAROKE DEKAT

ALAMANDA LAH DENGAN MEMBER DYE (AIZAT) , DYE , MEMBER AQ AND AKU .

TIME TU AQ BAD MOOD SEBAB AQ TAK SUKA G KAROKE LAGI LA KAN...



CIAN DYE TAK LEH KAROKE SEBAB AQ .... DYE PUJUK AQ PUNYA PASAL ....

HEEEE AQ INGAT LAGI TIME AQ MAJUK AQ NAK G TANDAS

PASTU AQ TERPERGI TANDAS KAT BOWLING TU ....

DIA CALL AQ PASTU CAKAP DALAM NADA EMERGENCY

" BBY, BBY KAT MANA DATANG SINI JAP URGENT "


AQ PON BERGEGAS LAH KELUAR NASIB BAIK AQ DAH HABIS URUSAN HAHAHAHA

AQ PON KELUAR RUPANYA DIA TUNGGU KAT TANDAS BAWAH ESCALATOR ....

PASTU AQ CAKAP APA HAL ? APA HAL ?

SEKALI DYE CAKAP " NOTHING BUT I'M SO WORRY ABOUT YOU "   -_-''




TU JE URGENT DYE .... HAIYAAA ... HAHAHAHA.... BILA FIKIR KAN BALIK

NAK MARAH PON MACAM TAK GUNA KETAWE JE LAH TIME TU ....

HAHAHA ..... HAISH.... TERINGAT LAK ZAMAN DULU2 ....

OUH TIME TU DYE NAK BELI BAJU UNTUK HALOWEEN PARTY ....

^_^ ....

SAYANG NANTI BALIK DARI UMRAH KITA G KAROKE EA ........

HEEEEEEEEEE..............





Thursday, 19 April 2012

FUAD I LOVE YOU

I CAN'T CONTROL MY SELF FROM STOP CRYING . . .

I TRY TO BE STRONG FOR 3 DAYS . . .

BUT FINALLY IM GETTING WEAKER IN A MINUTE . . .

YOU .............

I WOULD GO A THOUSAND MILE JUST TO SEE YOU IN REAL LIFE . . .

I WOULD SPEND A THOUSAND MONEY JUST TO TALK TO YOU . . .

I WOULD SACRIFICE MY LIFE JUST TO KEEP YOU ALIVE . . .

BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL DO THE SAME FOR ME . . .


WHEN YOU ARE HERE I JUST IGNORE YOU . . .

WHEN YOU ARE HERE I JUST SCOLD YOU WITHOUT CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS . . .

WHEN YOU WERE HERE YOU ALWAYS BECOME MY VICTIM TO RELEASE MY

ANGER . . .




BUT NOW ......................


EVERYTHING SEEMS SO DARK . . .

WITH NO LIGHT FROM YOUR LOVE . . .

SEEING YOU JUST ONLINE MAKES MY HEART STOP AS IF I WILL NEVER SEE THAT

AGAIN . . .

NOW YOU'RE NOT HERE I CHERISH EVERY MINUTE I HAVE WITH YOU . . .

A MINUTE SEEMS ENOUGH TO KEEP ME WARM . . .

WILL YOU LEAVE ME AGAIN ?




NOW I KNOW WHAT THE MEANING OF APPRECIATE SOMEONE THAT LOVE YOU

BEFORE THEY GONE . . .

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

DAY WITHOUT HIM

DATE : 18 APRIL 2012
DAY : WEDNESAY
TIME : 8.03 P.M
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD SHAH ALAM



ASSALAMUALAIKUM ^^


HARI NI NAK BUAT BLOG DALAM BAHASA MELAYU PULAK LAH . SELALU YANG

GUNA BLOG SAYA DALAM BAHASA MELAYU NI TUNANG SAYA JE FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN

HUH !

SEBUT JE NAMA DYE DAH BERLINANGAN AIR MATA . FUHHHH ! SABAR SABAR .

OK THE BEST MOMENT TIME 14hb APRIL 2012 SABTU TIME DYE NAK HANTAR PERGI

MELAKA BERCUTI DENGAN FAMILY SAYA . TIME TU MERAJUK DENGAN DIA SEBAB

NAK BAWAK KERETA HUHU. KESIAN DIA KENA LAYAN KERENAH SAYA .

PASTU TIME DYE NAK MERISIK SAYA DEKAT MELAKA TU, PUNYA LAH MENGELABAH

HADOI TU LAH KALAU EGO SANGAT TU MAKAN NYA . HAHAHA . TAPI SAYA

MEMANG SALUTE DIA SEBAB DIA BERANI TAMPIL DEPAN PARENT SAYA UNTUK

ASK FOR MY HAND . SO ROMANTIK KAN . MY MUM TIME TU TERUS BAGI

NASIHAT DULU BUKAN NYA NAK BAGI JAWAPAN . KESIAN ORANG TU INGAT

DIA TAK DI TERIMA KUT . HEHEHE . TAPI NASIB BAIK MY PARENT SAY YES




DIA LAH HARTA SAYA DUNIA AKHIRAT . HMMM THE SADNESS PART IS TIME

16hb APRIL TU .


THE DAY DIA PERGI MAKKAH MENGERJAKAN UMRAH ~


DAH LAH TAK DAPAT TENGOK DIA PERGI AIRPORT . PASTU SAYA LAK DALAM KELAS

HUH MEMANG DUGAAN BETUL LAH . YA ALLAH TOLONG LAH KURANG KAN DUGAAN

KU IN YA ALLAH .


OK YANG FIRST FIRST TU SAYA OK LAGI . ''AQ BOLEH HIDUP KALAU DIA JAUH''

TIME FIRST DAY JE LAH MASUK 2nd DAY SAYA DAH MULA CARI AKTIVITI UNTUK

MELUPAKAN DIA SEKEJAP . HAH NI DAH 3rd DAY DAH DYE X DE . AIYAAAAAA .

APA LAGI SAYA NAK BUAT NIE . FIKIR PUNYA FIKIR . OK LAH MALAM NI RASA

MACAM NAK PERGI TENGOK WAYANG DENGAN KAWAN-KAWAN .


ADA LAGI 7 HARI LAGI HARI2 YANG PERLU SAYA TEMPUH . ADUH . HMMM

ADUH DUGAAN BETUL LAH BILA BERJAUHAN DENGAN YANG TERSAYANG NI .

YA ALLAH AKU NAK CEPAT2 KAWIN ( KALAU MAK AKU DENGAR MESTI DIA CAKAP

KO DAH KENAPA GATAL SANGAT DAH ) KIHKIHKIH . BUKAN APA HIDUP NI

MACAM DAH TAK LENGKAP PULAK . ADUH .


LAGI2 BILA KAWAN2 SATU RUMAH NI DOK BERGAYUT LELAMA NGAN PASANGAN

MASING2 . RUMAH SEWA SAYA NIE RUMAH DIGI HAHAHA . SEMUA ORANG PAKAI

DIGI SEBAB BOLEH BERGAYUT 24 HOURS . SAYA NIE TIME DIA ADE KAT SINI MEMANG

LAH BERGAYUT JE KERJA NYA . TAPI DYE DAH TAKDE KAT SINI DYE PERGI

UMRAH TINGGAL LAH SAYA KAT SINI . HMM


NANTI DYE DAH BALIK TAK GAYUT DENGAN SAYA SIAP LAH DYE HAHAHA .

SAYANG BBY RINDU SANGAT2 KAT SAYANG .

SAYA NGAN TUNANG SYE NIE MANJA2 SIKIT HUHU !

OK LAH NAK P TENGOK WAYANG .


RESTU LAH HUBUNGAN KU YA ALLAH .






LOVE ANIS .





TO FUAD BIN AMIRUDDIN





Saturday, 17 March 2012

My man

DATE : 16 MARCH 2012
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD SHAH ALAM
TIME : 11.37 P.M



I MAY BE NOT A PERFECT MUSLIMAH . . . I DO MAKE MISTAKE AND I DO MAKE THINGS

THAT MUSLIM ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO . . . BUT AS I WERE REALIZE TODAY LET ME

START THIS POST WITH A GREETING . . .


BISMILLAH IR- RAHMAN IR- RAHIM

( IN THE NAME OF GOD, MOST GRACIOUS, MOST COMPASSIONATE )



ASSALAMU ALAIKUM WA RAHMATULLAHI WA BARAKARTUH

( PEACE BE UPON YOU AND SO MAY THE MERCY OF ALLAH AND HIS BLESSINGS )





THANKS TO ALLAH FOR SENDING 1 PERSON ON THIS EARTH JUST FOR ME AND


TO OPEN MY EYES TO MAKE ME REALIZE IT ENOUGH OF MAKING SINS FOR MY


POOR SOUL . . .  HE WHO CREATED JUST FOR ME THAT CANNOT BE EXCHANGE WITH


A PILE OF GOLD AND A DOZEN OF SOUL . . . 




WHAT IS HIS EFFORT THAT MAKE ME CRY . . . NOT CRY BECAUSE OF SADNESS AND


FULL OF REGRETFULNESS . . . BUT FULL FEELING OF TOUCHES . . . ACTION THAT


TOUCHES MY BROKEN HEART . . . HIS EFFORT . . . HIS ACTION . . . HIS HAPPINESS . . .


HIS COURAGE . . . HIS LIFE . . . AS IF EVERYTHING HE DONE IS JUST FOR ME . . .


AS I AM HIS LIFE . . . MASYALLAH . . . 


I SCOLD HIM . . . I BEAT HIM . . . I THREW A BAD WORD TO HIM . . . I DISOBEY HIM . . .

I MISUNDERSTAND HIM . . . AT THE END OF THE DAY HE SUFFER SO MUCH OF HIS

TIME . . . HIS ENERGY . . . HIS MONEY . . . FOR WHAT ? ? ?

FOR KEEPING ME OCCUPIED THAT WHAT . . . HE WORK TO RAISE ME AS HIS OWN

WIFE EVEN THOUGH I WE ARE STILL NOT A MARRIED COUPLE . . .

WHY ALLAH . . . WHY HE DID NOT FEEL SAD . . . HE DID NOT FEEL BORED . . .

HE DID NOT FEEL I AM HARD TO TAKE CARE OF WHEN EVERY ONE ELSE THINK

I AM THE WORST GIRL IN THIS WORLD ? ? ?

WHY HE IS NOT LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE ? ? ? TIRED OF ME . . .

AM I WHAT IS BEST FOR HIM ? ? ?

AM I HIS PREVIOUS SINS ? ? ?

WHAT IS HE FULL OF PATIENT ? ? ?

YA ALLAH MAKE ME A BETTER MUSLIM . . . A BETTER WIFE FOR HIM . . .

I HAVE COME TO MY REALIZE THAT NO MAN CAN GIVE WHAT HE HAD GIVEN TO ME . . .

I HAVE REALIZE THAT HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT ALWAYS CHOOSE A BETTER

OPTION FOR ME . . . AND HE NEVER FEELS TIRED OF DOING IT SO . . .


HE NEVER FORGETS ME IN HIS PRAY . . . I FEEL SO APPRECIATED . . . I FEEL SO

TOUCHED . . . WHERE ARE YOU ? ? ? WHY ARE'NT YOU HERE ? ? ?


HE IS WORKING . . .

WHY ARE YOU WORKING ? ? ? YOU HAVE NO TIME FOR ME NOW YOU WANT TO WORK ? ? ?

I DO ALL THIS THINGS BECAUSE OF YOU . . . I WANT YOU AND OUR FUTURE CHILD

LIVE A HAPPY LIFE . . . MY RESPONSIBILITY AS A HUSBAND IS VERY HARD . . .


SAYANG I WERE TOUCHED BY YOUR WORDS . . . I CRY REGRETTING WHAT I'VE DONE

TO YOU THAT MAKE YOU SAD . . .



I LOVE YOU SO MUCH . . .

IF YOU ARE MY HUSBAND ONE DAY THEN I WILL GLADLY DIE IN THE NAME OF

ALLAH AND JIHAD TOWARDS OUR FAMILY ONE DAY . . .  INSYAALLAH . . .







ANIS CHIA







Wednesday, 22 February 2012

WHAT I NEED !

DATE : 22 FEBRUARY 2012
TIME : 6.30 P.M
LOCATION : TAMAN PUTRA INDAH, SERDANG



TIME . . . TIME . . . TIME . . .

WHY ARE YOU SO EXPENSIVE ? ? ?

I NEED YOU TIME . . . MEMORY SEEMS TO FADE . . . FRIENDS BECOME MORE CLOSE

THAN YOU . . . LIFE BECOME MORE STRESS . . . DARK CIRCLE IS APPEARING . . .

I WISH I WERE AS BUSY AS YOU . . . I WISH I DON'T HAVE HEART . . . SO I WON'T

GET HURT . . . I WONT GET MAD . . . I WONT FEEL WORRY . . . I WONT FEEL LONELY . . .

WITHOUT YOU . . .

THE BAD EFFECT IS I WONT BE LOVING YOU . . . I WONT BE ATTRACTED TO YOU . . .

I WONT BE WITH YOU . . . I WONT CHOOSE YOU . . . AND YOU WOULD'NT BE

PART OF MY LIFE . . .

YOU KNOW WHAT ? ? ?

I THINK IT'S BETTER THAT WAY . . . BECAUSE YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER . . .

YOU KNOW YOU FEEL ANGRY WHEN SOMEONE LOOK AT ME . . .

YOU KNOW YOU FEEL SAD WHEN I GO OUT WITH OTHER PEOPLE . . .

BUT DO YOU MAKE AN EFFORT TO STAY ? ? ?

YOU DID . . .

BUT IS THAT ENOUGH ? ? ?





I APPRECIATE WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME . . . ALL THE GOLDEN TIME

THAT YOU SPEND FOR ME . . . I SEE THE EFFORT YOU'VE DONE TOUCHES MY HEART . . .

BUT DID IT ENOUGH ? ? ? I KNOW I CAN'T HAVE ALL THE THINGS I WANTED IN LIFE

SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD . . . BUT I AM TRYING TO ACCEPT MY FAITH BY KEEP

QUIET . . . BY SILENT MOMENT . . . TAKING MY DEEPEST BREATH . . .

IT'S HARD TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH IN LIFE . . . BUT SAYANG I STILL MANAGE

TO LET YOU GO . . . BECAUSE ALLAH HAVE PLAN FOR ME . . . FOR YOU . . .

WE ARE NOT TIED TOGETHER YET . . . BUT MY FEELINGS BLINDED ME . . .

LOVING YOU BEFORE MARRIAGE IS THE HARDEST PART . . . PRETEND TO BE

A LEGAL COUPLE IS JUST A FAIRY TALE . . .





ENOUGH WITH THE FAIRY TALES ALREADY . . . I'M SINCERE IN MY OLDER

RELATIONSHIP . . . BUT THEY LEAVE ME FOR A BETTER PERSON . . . I DON'T

EXPECT YOU TO GIVE ME WHAT I WANT . . . SUCH AS WEALTH . . . I EXPECT

YOU TO GIVE ME WHAT I NEED . . . THE THINGS THAT MY PAST PARTNER DID'NT

GIVE IS THAT . . .  TIME . . . THAT IS ALL I NEED . . .





I JUST HOPE YOU ARE ALL RIGHT . . . MY MISTAKE I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE WHEN

WE MEET . . . MY MISTAKE I CAN'T ACCEPT IF YOU DON'T DO THE THINGS I WANT . . .

MY MISTAKE I AM MAD IF YOU HAVE OTHER RESPONSIBILITY . . . BECAUSE I

HAVE HEART THAT IS VERY FRAGILE AND SENSITIVE . . . MAY BE THIS RELATIONSHIP

IS JUST A TEST FOR A BETTER PERSON NEXT TIME . . . WHO KNOWS . . .

GOD PLAN EVERYTHING PERFECTLY . . .





NO ONE CAN
BUT I WISH I CAN STOP IT WHEN IM WITH YOU




TIME does not have emotion.
He does not think and
he does not care.
I imagine TIME running
on the track field and
the whole world is chasing after him
yet he is ignorant!
He is the witness of history in making.
Regardless the mood of the events
he remains emotionless passing by.
He does not rest his gaze
upon the trivia around him.
He is such a heartless creature.
He is ageless
and he knows no sickness.
He has been running for …
God knows how long.
He has never stopped and
He needs no rest.
He does not recognize rest.
TIME does not have friend.
No one wants to be his friend
and he needs no friends.
He is a loner
A lone ranger
There are two things I learn from TIME
– PERSISTENCE AND PERSEVERANCE …
and if TIME has a human figure
who would you resemble TIME to?