Wednesday, 25 April 2012

THINGS I DO TO EASE MY HEART !

DATE : 25 APRIL 2012
TIME : : 10:35 P.M
DAY : WEDNESDAY
LOCATION : BRUNSFIELD




PEOPLE AROUND ALWAYS KEEP ME ACCOMPANY . . . BUT YET THEY STILL HAVE NOT


MAKES MY HEART TO THE DEEPEST EASE . . .


WHEN YOU WERE HERE I GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SEEM TO BE A VERY


ENJOYABLE THINGS TO DO . . . 


BUT WHEN YOU WERE NOT HERE I O OUT WITH MY FRIENDS SEEM TO BE NOTHING


BUT EMPTY . . .


HAVE YOU PUT A CHARM ON ME ? ? ? 


TODAY YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE HERE IN MALAYSIA ALREADY BUT YET


ALLAH WANTED TO TEST MY PATIENT TOWARDS HIS TEST . . .


HE MAKE YOUR FLIGHT DELAY BY 7 HOURS . . . 


I ACCEPT IT AS THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO . . . ALLAH IS ALMIGHTY . . .


ALL THE UNIVERSE BOW DOWN BEFORE HIM . . .



I AM JUST AN AVERAGE GIRL THAT WAITING HER LOVE ONES TO COME BACK


MALAYSIA TO BE HUG , TO BE KISS , TO BE LOVE AND TO BE HOLD . . .


WHAT I CAN DO IS JUST PRAY PRAY PRAY TO ALLAH SO YOU HAVE


A SAVE JOURNEY BACK HERE . . .



I MAY BE STUPID TO WHO EVER THAT READ THIS . . . THAT IS BECAUSE I WROTE


THIS BLOG WITHOUT AN EGO TOWARDS MY SELF . . .  


WHEN YOU SAY THAT  " I KNOW YOU MISS ME RITE " I REPLIED   " NO"


THAT IS BECAUSE THE WORDS IS FULL WITH EGO AND PRIDE . . .


IM SORRY I LET MY EGO GO TO YOU . . .


SINCE YOU WERE NOT HERE I HAVE BECOME A GOOD GIRL ^_^ . . .


I NEVER GO OUT LATE AT NIGHT . . .


I DID MY ASSIGNMENT WELL . . .


I OFTEN CLEAN MY BED . . .


I SLEEP EARLY . . .


I  CALL MY MUM AND MY DAD OFTEN . . .


I PRAY HARD . . .


OUH AND I EVEN WEAR MY HIJAB TO CLASS . . .


HEEE ^_^ . . .



BUT . . .


 WHEN YOU WERE NOT HERE


I LOST MY APPETITE


I HAVE NOT  COOK IN MY HOUSE


I OFTEN ONLINE IN CLASS BECAUSE I WANT TO BE THERE WHEN YOU ONLINE


I HAVE NOT BEEN EATING RICE OFTEN


I HARDLY BECOME EASY TO GET SICK







I MISS YOU . . . YOU KNOW . . .


JUST NOW I BECOME LIKE CRAZY PERSON . . .


I TALK TO A VIDEO . . .


THE VIDEO YOU MAKE FOR ME . . . I TRANSFER IT TO MY PHONE SO IT BECOME


EASY TO WATCH WHEN EVER I FEEL ALONE . . .



THIS VIDEO MY FAVOURITE PART IS WHEN 4:55 TILL THE END . . . AND I ANSWER


IT . . . I SAID "I LOVE YOU TO SO MOUCH ~     SAYANGGG~ ( MY MELODY )


HMMM . . . CRAZY ME . . . THANKS FOR THE VIDEO . . . I LOVE IT . . .




I NEVER REALIZE WHAT I HAVE UNTIL ITS GONE . . . I CAN FINISH A LOT OF MONEY


JUST TO CALL YOU . . . JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE . . .




CAN YOU FEEL WHAT I FEEL ? CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT I FEEL ? I PRAY TO ALLAH


ONCE JUST TO MAKE YOU APPEAR IN MY DREAMS . . . BUT YOU DID NOT


BECAUSE I CAN NOT HARDLY REMEMBERED . . .




THEN I LOOK AT THE VIDEO THAT YOU MAKE ON OUR ENGAGEMENT ANNIVERSARY


SUDDENLY I SMILE . . . 


MEMORIES DOES NOT FADE . . .


I REMEMBERED THAT YOU WERE DRAWING IT WHEN WE WERE SKYPING . . .


I ASK YOU " WHAT ARE YOU WRITING DOWN THERE ? "


THEN YOU SAID " IT WAS MY ASSIGNMENT "


YOU LIED TO SURPRISE ME . . . 


I AM TRULY GRATEFUL  TO HAVE YOU AS MY FIANCÉ AND MY FUTURE WIFE . . .




I EVEN ACT LIKE A PERVERT HEHEHEHE !


I ALWAYS GO TO YOUR FACEBOOK PROFILE JUST TO SEE YOUR LATEST PICTURE


AND DOWNLOAD IT WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION . . . 


SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT . . .




THIS IS THE COLLECTION OF YOUR PICTURE THAT I TOOK 










WAITING FOR YOU WITH LOVE . . .

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